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Dear Friend,
I finally opened my heart today but it just got beaten closed. I just don't understand why things go the way they do. I'm sure you don't know who you are or what you did to hurt me but I'll tell you now and I hope you can understand. You ruin my life and make me hurt and I just don't understand. I'm sure you don't know because it's not really all that obvious. You are the center of attention and it makes my life a horrible mess. You are a self centered, hard hearted person and you just don't seem to understand. I can't take it anymore. All these friend that I seem to make only like to talk about you. You always have these issues and I talk to them about it and them say they don't care. But...if they didn't why would they write what they do? Your the one that makes me sad the one who makes me cry. You aren't allowed to do this and so know they can't talk or hang out with me. I don't understand how what happened between you and them starts to affect me. I don't understand how that all fits together and why it actually happens. You seem to be able to break people apart and knowing it but have no regrets. You took the love of my life away just because tou are who you are. I'm sure you don't know how much it hurt but if you did you just wouldn't care. I've tried being nice but now I'm done and I just can't take this anymore. You've done enough and I have to take a stand. I don't care if your angry or if I get hurt but if I stop it...maybe somebody else won't get treated like this. You can't get mad at the little things and people can't be all yours! THEY HAVE LIVES TOO!!! If they are with someone else and can't be with you then just get over it they can do that. I don't know why I feel so low maybe because I have had it. My life doesn't need to revolve arounf you and neither does my friendships! This isn't all but you've heard enough and I hope you might just know...I want to feel numb.....
Hey,
I hope you know that I really care and I don't want to lose you to someone who doens't need to hinder our friendship...I love you!
♥
By the way I still love him and I hope that someday he'll understand...
*I LOVE YOU AND YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW IT*
I finally opened my heart today but it just got beaten closed. I just don't understand why things go the way they do. I'm sure you don't know who you are or what you did to hurt me but I'll tell you now and I hope you can understand. You ruin my life and make me hurt and I just don't understand. I'm sure you don't know because it's not really all that obvious. You are the center of attention and it makes my life a horrible mess. You are a self centered, hard hearted person and you just don't seem to understand. I can't take it anymore. All these friend that I seem to make only like to talk about you. You always have these issues and I talk to them about it and them say they don't care. But...if they didn't why would they write what they do? Your the one that makes me sad the one who makes me cry. You aren't allowed to do this and so know they can't talk or hang out with me. I don't understand how what happened between you and them starts to affect me. I don't understand how that all fits together and why it actually happens. You seem to be able to break people apart and knowing it but have no regrets. You took the love of my life away just because tou are who you are. I'm sure you don't know how much it hurt but if you did you just wouldn't care. I've tried being nice but now I'm done and I just can't take this anymore. You've done enough and I have to take a stand. I don't care if your angry or if I get hurt but if I stop it...maybe somebody else won't get treated like this. You can't get mad at the little things and people can't be all yours! THEY HAVE LIVES TOO!!! If they are with someone else and can't be with you then just get over it they can do that. I don't know why I feel so low maybe because I have had it. My life doesn't need to revolve arounf you and neither does my friendships! This isn't all but you've heard enough and I hope you might just know...I want to feel numb.....
Hey,
I hope you know that I really care and I don't want to lose you to someone who doens't need to hinder our friendship...I love you!
♥
By the way I still love him and I hope that someday he'll understand...
*I LOVE YOU AND YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW IT*