_there could be nothing better_
Happy Belated Valentine's Day. I couldn't do anything with Ryan because the power of christ compels him and he had to go to religion. Everyone goes to religion! I wish I was like the Catholics so that I could fit in.. "NONE OF THE CATHOLICS WANT TO PLAY WITH ME!" Me and Ryan just made plans for Friday instead so it's cool. Wow, it's gonna be the first time it's just be and him. I'll probably get nervous and vomit before I leave the house. haha. Looking foward to that! Well anywho, I just found out that Febuary break is next week. I'm so happy! I had no idea, haha, I'm such an idiot. I was supposed to go visit my brother in Long Island for the break but I don't think we're gonna do that anymore, and GOD DAMN IT, I think Ryan's going away! God honestly sit around and thinks of ways to make me completely miserable. Oh, here's the drama of the week... I HAD a really good friend, I mean someone that I could honestly tell anything and everything. When we figured that we could ONLY be friends, everything is gone. His only motive to getting close to me was so I'd give him a chance, and when I didn't, I lost a friend. Someone I thought was a best friend. I just honestly think it's retarded how people think. You can't bust into someone's life, call them everyday, hang out a lot, and talk about everything and then just say, "well I didn't get what I wanted out of this," and disappear. Advice for the week :WATCH OUT FOR JERKOFFS! I guess I'll talk to him and pretend like everything is all beautiful sunshine and roses just like he is pretending. Whatever works, right? Well I better get going, I have tons of homework and I'm exausted. Much love.
<3 Tina
<3 Tina