The Scariest Halloween!
So I had the scariest Halloween weekend. Me and Shara had an emotional rollercoaster. Here I wrote a poem somewhat about it. Its not finished. It's called "Even smiling makes my face ache." after a line from the movie "Rocky Horror Picture Show" which I was watching the moment she said "I cant say I love you anymore." Its not finished...it doesnt get to the happy part where me and shara start dating and going out again heh. Just the sad part! So pay attention...BYE!
"Even smiling makes my face ache."
I heard it in your words a frost bitten act of courage. Stood so strong but breaking character. Beware the tiger in the paper cage. A bad situation waiting to cave. It struck me by storm and knotted this spine. A venom from thoughts to cancer my lungs. The words that you say became uncommon to thinking. Wrapped my wrists with burdens im sinking.
My heart now level with the floor. This blank open stare views through under my door. A blanket of wet where my eyes had to leak, a puddle of salt now pressed on my cheek. It never accured to me I'd have to turn your photo to the wall. We played on that edge, of course we would fall.
I had to make choices that began weakening me. A soft subtle heart once dead now speaking to me. It took hours without sleep and a love to secure. I dazzled my moment with thoughts so unpure. A silver medal worn just on your neck. I cant hate you, I cant let you go. Although you just hurt me, like your heart dressed in snow. Let me warm you, I know places to go. We can change this point of view with reason and ground. Stomp out this fear and rebuild our bridges. Cause the fall is to far.
"Even smiling makes my face ache."
I heard it in your words a frost bitten act of courage. Stood so strong but breaking character. Beware the tiger in the paper cage. A bad situation waiting to cave. It struck me by storm and knotted this spine. A venom from thoughts to cancer my lungs. The words that you say became uncommon to thinking. Wrapped my wrists with burdens im sinking.
My heart now level with the floor. This blank open stare views through under my door. A blanket of wet where my eyes had to leak, a puddle of salt now pressed on my cheek. It never accured to me I'd have to turn your photo to the wall. We played on that edge, of course we would fall.
I had to make choices that began weakening me. A soft subtle heart once dead now speaking to me. It took hours without sleep and a love to secure. I dazzled my moment with thoughts so unpure. A silver medal worn just on your neck. I cant hate you, I cant let you go. Although you just hurt me, like your heart dressed in snow. Let me warm you, I know places to go. We can change this point of view with reason and ground. Stomp out this fear and rebuild our bridges. Cause the fall is to far.