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*lots of adolescent pain and agony*
I'm feeling a mesh of emotions. Carthartic crying, resurfacing of buried broken dreams and memories that I don't wish to see, sounds and taste and feels of things I never thought i'd have to experience are all coming back to me and running before my face. I don't know why. I might just be because my face is still hot from crying and my body is throbbing from being alive and my mind is scattered from thinking and not focusing.
I feel powerful but without direction and therefore, the point of power is what? I mean seriously guys i've already put an entry in here today but it didn't fulfill my purposes really...it was vague and blah.
I feel the pheonix rising out of me, hot and flapping it's burning wings. Gosh this thing just becomes reborn..I think for me, that I have to kind of re put myself in gear a lot because I can only run for so long without really experiencing emotion and something...anything happening to me.I feel a rush of energy, internal motion that makes me want to spread all my extremeties out and push my energy out of me.
Have you ever seen some emotion so real, that when someone cries, like really cries, with gut wrenching sobs that you also start to cry, your whole being screams in empathy and all you can do is feel your heart swell in your chest and your tear ducts produce water and water and more water.
*these are the soul cages*
I'm feeling a mesh of emotions. Carthartic crying, resurfacing of buried broken dreams and memories that I don't wish to see, sounds and taste and feels of things I never thought i'd have to experience are all coming back to me and running before my face. I don't know why. I might just be because my face is still hot from crying and my body is throbbing from being alive and my mind is scattered from thinking and not focusing.
I feel powerful but without direction and therefore, the point of power is what? I mean seriously guys i've already put an entry in here today but it didn't fulfill my purposes really...it was vague and blah.
I feel the pheonix rising out of me, hot and flapping it's burning wings. Gosh this thing just becomes reborn..I think for me, that I have to kind of re put myself in gear a lot because I can only run for so long without really experiencing emotion and something...anything happening to me.I feel a rush of energy, internal motion that makes me want to spread all my extremeties out and push my energy out of me.
Have you ever seen some emotion so real, that when someone cries, like really cries, with gut wrenching sobs that you also start to cry, your whole being screams in empathy and all you can do is feel your heart swell in your chest and your tear ducts produce water and water and more water.
*these are the soul cages*