today is my birthday. i turn 25.

i can't sleep.
predeployment is killing me.
i draft my first will later today.
one third my apartment is in storage.
one third needs to be packed, the other third needs to be moved.
it's cold and i had to turn on the heater finally.
it is raining and they say it may become snow.
yippie.

to live all of my life right now.

I have work to do, homework to do, and pre-deployment work to do.