And this is where the road ends....
So it looks like my two year run on livejournal has come to an end. It's pointless to continue posting here when it doesn't get read by anyone and I have other places to post. I'm not completely shutting my site down or anything, but I probably won't post very much on here anymore. I guess one real update is in order before I disappear from the livejournal world for a while...
Quick Recap of my Life:
-dating Mike and it's great; he's great
-back at Cornell
-considering transferring
-I wonder how I always get myself backed into corners.
-I think I know one of the things that could be wrong.
-I feel bad that she was enough to make me go, but other people who have cared more, weren't
-considering changing my major
-I miss home
-I miss my Mommy
-I'm very busy with school and everything
-I'm struggling with some stuff right now
-Lotsa snow here (about 2 feet or so)
-I'm a liar
-Sometimes I feel like I can do anything, but most of the time I feel like I can't do a damn thing
-I'm finding it harder and harder to believe that I'm going to be all right
-I've seen better times
-I miss a lot of people
-Valentine's was good...Mike made me Italian asparagus and chocolate cake, took all the cereal out of the Lucky Charms, leaving only the marshmellows b/c I told him I used to only eat the marshmellows, gave me earrings, sent me on a scavenger hunt, I <3 him
-classes were canceled for half a day yesterday
-I don't want to grow up
-it's fucking cold here
-I feel like something's missing
-There's so many things I want to do with my life, that I don't know which one to pick
-I wish I could fix the friendship
-I'm an ass
-I don't think I belong here...everyone else is so smart, so collected, so determined and I'm....well I'm just a walking mess.
-How do I tell him?? He said I make him happy and I reiterated and meant it....but how do I tell him that it's not enough, that he can never make me happy enough to fix me???
-I miss Chipotle.
Quick Recap of my Life:
-dating Mike and it's great; he's great
-back at Cornell
-considering transferring
-I wonder how I always get myself backed into corners.
-I think I know one of the things that could be wrong.
-I feel bad that she was enough to make me go, but other people who have cared more, weren't
-considering changing my major
-I miss home
-I miss my Mommy
-I'm very busy with school and everything
-I'm struggling with some stuff right now
-Lotsa snow here (about 2 feet or so)
-I'm a liar
-Sometimes I feel like I can do anything, but most of the time I feel like I can't do a damn thing
-I'm finding it harder and harder to believe that I'm going to be all right
-I've seen better times
-I miss a lot of people
-Valentine's was good...Mike made me Italian asparagus and chocolate cake, took all the cereal out of the Lucky Charms, leaving only the marshmellows b/c I told him I used to only eat the marshmellows, gave me earrings, sent me on a scavenger hunt, I <3 him
-classes were canceled for half a day yesterday
-I don't want to grow up
-it's fucking cold here
-I feel like something's missing
-There's so many things I want to do with my life, that I don't know which one to pick
-I wish I could fix the friendship
-I'm an ass
-I don't think I belong here...everyone else is so smart, so collected, so determined and I'm....well I'm just a walking mess.
-How do I tell him?? He said I make him happy and I reiterated and meant it....but how do I tell him that it's not enough, that he can never make me happy enough to fix me???
-I miss Chipotle.