Tease
I'm a bitch. I know I am, and I'm sorry to all those who have to endure what I put them through. I do or say things for my own amusement. I do think of the consequences, and I feel bad, but then I generally do nothing about it. Is that worse than not thinking about the consequences at all, I'd say it is.
It tears me up inside when I hurt my friends, or do/say something that will hurt someone. I don't know how to fix it. I promise myself that I'll never do it again, or at least try really really hard not to, but that always fails somewhat.
I'm a bitch, and I know it.
I'm sorry.