Mar 12, 2005 23:59
All of a sudden I feel like crying...
I want someone sturdy...a rock to lean on...and the sad thig I don't know anyone who can do that for me...
I've been living my life through TV...
Today was nice...Kat and I walked arounf the mall for three hours and bought only one thing apiece. Each under twenty dollars. Then we went to the movies...she came back and we hung out and ordered Chinese take-out.
I want to go to New York...god I hate it here...Whenever I even think about New York I just feel like I'm gonna explode into a million fireworks...I just want to be there...FUCK jacksonville...really hard and in the ass...
I am that boy...I am the horrid person who never wants to be old and will always disappoint...and doesn't understand the concept of love...doesn't know right from wrong...doesn't know how dangerous reality is...just thinks it's a game...I should know...I wrote the character analysis...I truly am...I am horrible...terrible and I don't even know it...and you know what...? I find that depressingly hilarious...
Soliloquy
I do believe in Faries...I do...I do...