So much to say.. but I have to get to work.

[sullengyrl]

This time of year is especially rough on me. For many reasons. The biggest one being Adam. Actually, today makes 4 years of knowing him.. and no matter how bad things turned out in the end, I'm not the type of person to be hateful (generally) for long periods of time. Well, at least not consistantly. I still get angry at him, and Deana, to this day

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[cruel_illusion]

I think I should have more thinky thoughts about this, but I've been drinking today, so bear with me.

What it all boils down to thought is that anger isn't an entirely unhealthy emotion-- suppressing it is. You know me, hell I can hold on to a good warm hate for eons. It's okay to be pissed off. Own that feeling, roll in it, and just remember that I'm probably thinking up things way more evil for them than you are. You were always the nicer one of the two of us.

You should be smug as shit that you're in a better place now than then, babydoll.

[kinkypriest]

I hope by now that rage is settled and not draining emotional energy from you that could be used for all the positive things in your life. Happy birthday!