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Sometimes I just wonder what it would be like if I wasn't with him. I've been with him for so long, would I be the same person now w/o him. I feel so lost and sad. All I know is him. Him and me together, for almost 10 years. Who would I be now if it weren't for him, would I be the same?
My life is such a mess right now, I don't know what to do. I'm sorry to vent about this. I just feel like I'm missing myself. I'm scared and confused. I feel like in a way he has been a factor in every choice I have made. Is it too late to find myself. I don't know where to begin. I don't understand what has happened to us, I don't understand what is right and wrong in a relationship. I don't understand me.
Sometimes I just wonder what it would be like if I wasn't with him. I've been with him for so long, would I be the same person now w/o him. I feel so lost and sad. All I know is him. Him and me together, for almost 10 years. Who would I be now if it weren't for him, would I be the same?
My life is such a mess right now, I don't know what to do. I'm sorry to vent about this. I just feel like I'm missing myself. I'm scared and confused. I feel like in a way he has been a factor in every choice I have made. Is it too late to find myself. I don't know where to begin. I don't understand what has happened to us, I don't understand what is right and wrong in a relationship. I don't understand me.