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Can't seem to check this enough or add friends, I'm not on much I guess. I'm never committed to anything it seems. This has been a very tumultous summer. One thing after another it seems. Job hunt is going, not too well, but going. At least I have a job that I love while I'm looking I guess. Hubby new job started today, along with a smaller check starting at the end of this month. That really puts the pressure on me, it is my turn. His truck is for sell, we think that it might have an issue. so that leaves us with his little sports car and my hoopty : ) I don't know what we are gonna do about that situation yet. Moving back to the home town has proven to be a sort of ify situation, I hope we made the right decision. On top of all this he and my sis (my two most favorite people in the world) not talking over a stupid boy she should be with. So that's great. Plus his car got keyed last Sat. night. Plus the speeding ticket. Come on World!! Bring it on....faith is the only thing keeping me going right now. Some how I have faith that it will all be okay. I hope I'll be okay. This eating disorder thing is about to get the best of me. I almost made myself throw up today after some people at work brought allt his yummy food and I ate it, one of each I think, lol, but then I felt like total crap, I hated myself for it. So nothing for the rest of the day. A lot of the friends I thought I would have by moving back home has proven a little fruitless. My best friend from h.s. has become a total drag, my other really good friend has moved far away. There are some others though the hubby, but they aren't the same. Hopefully I will run into some others in town or soemthing, I don't know if there are still many in town or not. but anyway... maybe I'll write more later