GRRR!!!
Man right now I'm so fuckin pissed off at John. I don't even wanna talk to him, look at him or even be near him right now! And guess what?! I have no fuckin choice. I seriously needa getta ride of my own so that I can leave his ass whenever I get frusterated and I don't haveta depend on other people.
He lied to me...and he had his g-ma lie to me...I freaked out about alla that and he knew it and he still lied to me, to my face. And he knows how I am and he knows that I would do somethang like that...right now...right now is onea those moments when I question why I'm with him. I know I love him but sometimes he seriously makes me re think thangs...I always come out with the same answer though...I love him and I don't wanna be without him but there is things that he does that I can't fuckin stand. And he knows it and he makes no effert to change those thangs. And what pisses me off even more is that if I were to do the thangs ta him that he does to me that piss me off he wouldn't care at all...it wouldn't bother him at all. So I have no way of making him even understand how I feel..
Whatever fuck men...
Crystal G.
He lied to me...and he had his g-ma lie to me...I freaked out about alla that and he knew it and he still lied to me, to my face. And he knows how I am and he knows that I would do somethang like that...right now...right now is onea those moments when I question why I'm with him. I know I love him but sometimes he seriously makes me re think thangs...I always come out with the same answer though...I love him and I don't wanna be without him but there is things that he does that I can't fuckin stand. And he knows it and he makes no effert to change those thangs. And what pisses me off even more is that if I were to do the thangs ta him that he does to me that piss me off he wouldn't care at all...it wouldn't bother him at all. So I have no way of making him even understand how I feel..
Whatever fuck men...
Crystal G.