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Wow, it's been so long since I updated. The time is just flying bye thats fer sure. I can't believe that my son is already a month old. It doesn't seem like I've had him that long really when I really think about it but at the same time it just kinna seems like he's always been there. I love being with him so much...well some times more than others! haha! John and I take turns taking care of him, when one of us gets frusterated by him the other one does and we take do shifts. Like I'll watch him at late at night now and John watches him early morning then I watch him afternoons then he watches him of an evening and I watch him after that.
I got a job now! I work at KFC. It sux really bad, it's easy but it still sux really bad. I don't like any one that I work with except Chris is okay to talk to I suppose and Robbi but thats about it. My mom...but I hope she burns in hell right now. So yeah. Everyone else I don't really like for one reason or another. Tobi is decent and so is Michelle. I'm gonna go and try to getta job at Wal-Mart or CVS or family videos or somethang like that cuz I don't wanna do this KFC bullshit...but it pays so I'm not gonna quit here until I have another job. I also wanna nother job so that my mom can't know where I'm at and what I'm doing and shit. I don't want anythang ta do with her right now. Or ever again until she decides to be fair. Which wont happen so yeah. But it doesn't matter I went my entire life without her whats so incredibly different that I need her now?
So if you can guess I moved out of my mom's. Me and John and Jaimin all moved into his g-ma's again. It's small but it's alright. Better than mom's when you think about it really. We don't have so much stupid shit going on and having to worry about shit alla time so thats good.
I'm really stressed out lately, I think I'm going to go to the doctors and tell him how stressed I've been lately so maybe he'll give me somethang ta calm my nerves...?
Christmas this year is gonna be really lame. I gave John his presents ta night cuz it's not like it really makes that much difference right?!? He liked them a lot I was really happy and excited that I finally got him some stuff that was like really good and not just stuff that he could guess what it was or anythang. Sunday sometime Jaimin and John and I are suppose to go over to my dad's so that I can give him and my brother the presents that I got for them. I still haveta finish onea my dad's presents actually. And my brother hasn't gotten to see Jaimin at all yet so that'll be good for him. I'm not sure that dad wants me to bring John but he's just gonna haveta get useta the idea that John's gonna be there weather he likes it or not and he's just gonna haveta deal with it. He's doing better though. He picked me up so that I could go and find John and Jaimin today when John decided to take off and not tell me where the fuck he was going. I'm glad that he can be back in my life without me having to deal with alla his stupid rules. He still judges me and my life a lot and I wish he'd just accept thangs for what they were...but at least were making progress right?!?
Okay totally bored of writing this and my ass hurts from sittin on the chair lol! Laterz!
Crys-Lyn Shahan
I got a job now! I work at KFC. It sux really bad, it's easy but it still sux really bad. I don't like any one that I work with except Chris is okay to talk to I suppose and Robbi but thats about it. My mom...but I hope she burns in hell right now. So yeah. Everyone else I don't really like for one reason or another. Tobi is decent and so is Michelle. I'm gonna go and try to getta job at Wal-Mart or CVS or family videos or somethang like that cuz I don't wanna do this KFC bullshit...but it pays so I'm not gonna quit here until I have another job. I also wanna nother job so that my mom can't know where I'm at and what I'm doing and shit. I don't want anythang ta do with her right now. Or ever again until she decides to be fair. Which wont happen so yeah. But it doesn't matter I went my entire life without her whats so incredibly different that I need her now?
So if you can guess I moved out of my mom's. Me and John and Jaimin all moved into his g-ma's again. It's small but it's alright. Better than mom's when you think about it really. We don't have so much stupid shit going on and having to worry about shit alla time so thats good.
I'm really stressed out lately, I think I'm going to go to the doctors and tell him how stressed I've been lately so maybe he'll give me somethang ta calm my nerves...?
Christmas this year is gonna be really lame. I gave John his presents ta night cuz it's not like it really makes that much difference right?!? He liked them a lot I was really happy and excited that I finally got him some stuff that was like really good and not just stuff that he could guess what it was or anythang. Sunday sometime Jaimin and John and I are suppose to go over to my dad's so that I can give him and my brother the presents that I got for them. I still haveta finish onea my dad's presents actually. And my brother hasn't gotten to see Jaimin at all yet so that'll be good for him. I'm not sure that dad wants me to bring John but he's just gonna haveta get useta the idea that John's gonna be there weather he likes it or not and he's just gonna haveta deal with it. He's doing better though. He picked me up so that I could go and find John and Jaimin today when John decided to take off and not tell me where the fuck he was going. I'm glad that he can be back in my life without me having to deal with alla his stupid rules. He still judges me and my life a lot and I wish he'd just accept thangs for what they were...but at least were making progress right?!?
Okay totally bored of writing this and my ass hurts from sittin on the chair lol! Laterz!
Crys-Lyn Shahan