So much for the...

[suki_my_suki]

So lately everything has been pretty Effed up and I don't know what I should do. Like I said before I am confused and lost. I had super strong feelings for my "Tiger" but then he acted in certin ways to make me feel like there is absolutly no way we could work... so now I'm not supposed to be friends with OUR two friends and that sucks. If you read this, please respond to it or call me. Tell me why it has to be this way. Obviously you just didn't want me to be around... It sounds like the Ale House all over again. If you have a reason, be it that you don't want to be tied down... or you just never really actually liked me. But let me tell you this... I don't know why but I did really like you, and I'm sorry that you seem to need variety to the point where 2 days after you say you do care and don't want anyone to be hurt... and then you're saying basically that you're F*CKING some chick right after that. It does hurt, and the fact that you can hurt me sucks, I don't know what I'm supposed to do but tell you so that you know.... not like it matters. But I'd like you to know... please get back to me.. if not, then I guess I'll have seen your true colors.

Why am I alone and yet surrounded by people.
"How am I to tell those who share my heart, from those who take it."