Feb 02, 2005 16:24
I have no clue whats going on in the outside wolrd, but I am full of conflicting emotions... or more acurately emotions on one side and time line on the other.All I have to say is "WTF Mate?" Not that it matters because I will eventually PHUCK something up to the point at which it really wont matter one way or the other. No worries though... not much I can do about it.
On another note (perhaps in all actuality good), I have yet to comletely lose my head on anyone. Good, no? But Im pretty sure that it probably wont last. I dont have that kind of luck. So anyways there was something that was mentioned on which I would like to respond that I really dont care what you think... you're entitled to your own opinion, as am I, so if there is something you feel like you're being left out on speak up... nobody's here to hold you down and keep you from doing what you like to do, are good at doing, etc. You're not being oppressed. You are my friend, and as such, come with an amount of respect and love that I give all of them.
Anyways I have these weird feelings that I know and understand, but its hard to control them (dont anyone jump to conclusions). I've talked about them with someone and I can't sort them out the way that I'd like to. Does this ever happen to anyone else? Its queer the way things go about. Hopefully they will work out for the best and I won't have to feel bad for the way it is. C'est la vi... that's EFFIN life.
To eveyone who is there for me... I love you, you're better than Ice Cream.