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okay so i start my first real job tomorrow! thattle be fun! Im excited its at spencers with danny and nina! that is so kick ass! well as much as i want it to be fun i really have to work good and show dave that im gonna be a good employee! i know i can do it! tomorrow nite i close with danny and anina then friday i close with danny and dave. nina says that i have to get my feet wet with dave, thats sorta scary, thats the only thing im worried about though. but on the other hand im kinda worried that im not rellyy gonna have time to see ruben. ill be at work and when im not hell be at work. thats gonna suck hardcore, especially since i spend all of our freedom together. hehe. i love him soooo much! today he took me on the motorcycle and for the first time i realized that everything is going to be okay. i can survive as long as i have thoughs few times a week that i can feel happiness. other than that i have to smack down and get shit in order, and i know i will. ohh! choose another car i like! i want a celica! there kick ass! mmk well this lab top is about to die so ill write more later.
peace!
peace!