Hello again.....

Jan 25, 2005 00:09

Hey! Its a new term! Well technically its three weeks into a new term.

I havent really had my head in the right place to update recently but ive just seen closer with two of my friends and that was really good. I'd recommend it, but dont go if your not into like thought provoking films - its the kinda thing you can enjoy when you step back from it. The acting is good, its well written quite complex if you look into it deeply, lots of dark humour etc etc. However if you take it just as a story (its actually quite hard to do this) then its not the most exciting thing you could see. How can I put it overall its brilliantly didactic.

I have a friend visiting tmoro, that will be nice. Strange but cool. We have a strange relationship but its interesting.

Ive gained a very cool shot glass, dont know where from. But whatever - its pink!

My flatmates are being weird. I was warned about people being different, changing from the first term. My friends warned me before i came to uni. I just didnt expect it to be quite so true. Some people granted are exactly the same, some others have done a complete u-turn in their behaviour. It weird cos the dynamics of our flat have changed as a result, its thrown me a bit cos Im not sure how things stand now. Well whatever.

I feel a lot better this week. Its weird, ive just kinda lost my drive really. I dont want to be here but at the same time i dont want to go home and give up my course. Now I enjoy the course but i just dont feel easy here. Its hard to explain, its like im not clicking with the place or lifestyle or something. Something isnt right. Its not a nice feeling. Ive just decided to live through it basically. Im not even sure that its the place or the people or whatever. I think it mite just be me. Im beginning to think im incapable of just being happy or content. Its the human condition - i think im just acutely aware of it. Or I mite be a fuck up whatever *chuckles* either works for me.

Anyways im gonna go kick some kanjis ass. I'll learn it good! hehe

Have a good week
xx
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