An eventful few days....
Today was wicked. It was so good but at the same time its made me so sad.
Made peace with all my flatmates even the one that hates me. Decided i may try harder to be a nicer person in the new year and not be so angry with them for being silly. I dont know.
Lynnsay and i have gotten on so much better, we did secret santa thing and she bought me the most amazing pressie, she cooked a lot of the xmas dinner too cos i was so tired by the time i got back. I feel like a bitch for being angry with her earlier this term. She can be so silly and stupid but she really does has a heart of gold, i think if i was in trouble or upset she'd be there in a second, so im gonna look after her more. she's been such a babe i think its only right.
Anyways yeah the meal was so good, so nice. It was so lovely but i felt so crap at the same time. My xmas is gonna be a bit crap. Im gonna be having an op thus will either spend xmas day in a lot of pain or hospital. But to be honest, im not actually that fussed about that. Last xmas i had my grand parents about. this year a lot of them died and i was so close to some of them. I miss them so much i still cant believe they are gone. i dont think anyone has dealt with it properly yet bcos they all went so quickly one after the other we just didnt have time to grieve.
I miss them so much. I know my mums gonna cry. I just dont know how to feel anymore. Bleh whatever.
At least i will be getting a new crystal xbox! And the tree will be up and everything will be pretty and yummy!
We have just gotten back from mangos and that was wicked too. The whole of my house were out and i just chatted to everyone i know from bulmershe. Its been cool, ive gotten to know a tonne of people so much better now, they've come down and had chats with me its been nice. Im glad they feel they can just come over or whatever. Danced a lot.
Speaking of which im going to join the streetdance group with em and lynnsay tomoro. Should be interesting as i used to teach jazz and ive been a dancer all my life really. Ironically i ay just start in the beginners group with em and lyn for a laugh. If i get bored i'll go kick ass in the advanced but i think it will just be nice to start up again even if it is piss easy.
Cant wait to get back home. I cant wait to see nathan more. to see my ellie when she gets back from brummie, and all my other mates too. I may go stay wih chris for a bit cos hes at bath uni (bristol boy at heart!). Em and harry are gonna come up and go shopping at cribbs (our mall) soon too so it should be nice.
Anyways, have a good xmas people.
xx
Made peace with all my flatmates even the one that hates me. Decided i may try harder to be a nicer person in the new year and not be so angry with them for being silly. I dont know.
Lynnsay and i have gotten on so much better, we did secret santa thing and she bought me the most amazing pressie, she cooked a lot of the xmas dinner too cos i was so tired by the time i got back. I feel like a bitch for being angry with her earlier this term. She can be so silly and stupid but she really does has a heart of gold, i think if i was in trouble or upset she'd be there in a second, so im gonna look after her more. she's been such a babe i think its only right.
Anyways yeah the meal was so good, so nice. It was so lovely but i felt so crap at the same time. My xmas is gonna be a bit crap. Im gonna be having an op thus will either spend xmas day in a lot of pain or hospital. But to be honest, im not actually that fussed about that. Last xmas i had my grand parents about. this year a lot of them died and i was so close to some of them. I miss them so much i still cant believe they are gone. i dont think anyone has dealt with it properly yet bcos they all went so quickly one after the other we just didnt have time to grieve.
I miss them so much. I know my mums gonna cry. I just dont know how to feel anymore. Bleh whatever.
At least i will be getting a new crystal xbox! And the tree will be up and everything will be pretty and yummy!
We have just gotten back from mangos and that was wicked too. The whole of my house were out and i just chatted to everyone i know from bulmershe. Its been cool, ive gotten to know a tonne of people so much better now, they've come down and had chats with me its been nice. Im glad they feel they can just come over or whatever. Danced a lot.
Speaking of which im going to join the streetdance group with em and lynnsay tomoro. Should be interesting as i used to teach jazz and ive been a dancer all my life really. Ironically i ay just start in the beginners group with em and lyn for a laugh. If i get bored i'll go kick ass in the advanced but i think it will just be nice to start up again even if it is piss easy.
Cant wait to get back home. I cant wait to see nathan more. to see my ellie when she gets back from brummie, and all my other mates too. I may go stay wih chris for a bit cos hes at bath uni (bristol boy at heart!). Em and harry are gonna come up and go shopping at cribbs (our mall) soon too so it should be nice.
Anyways, have a good xmas people.
xx