Wow. I'm almost tempted to claim that as mine. There is not a word in there that does not describe me. I'm killing myself tonight. Makes things easier. =)
This is how I feel. I thought this semester things were going get so much better, but nothing worked out like I planned. I don't even know how to plan, how to make anything better in my life.
The loneliness just makes it so much harder. It just feels as though, if there's no one around to care, what does it matter then?
And like you, I keep waiting this out just to see if it gets better, but it won't. I don't know why my mind won't give up on this stupid, ridiculous hope that things will get better, why I keep waiting when life over and over again has proven to me that it won't change.
Never give up never surender! and I feel the same way I thought this year was going to be better too. but I think I finnaly hit a peak of insanity and I should be going back to sane again soon. I believe in you! you seem like the kind that can get better. your heart of heat always makes me feel warm and loved. feel better and live or die happy. ::hug::
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There is not a word in there that does not describe me.
I'm killing myself tonight.
Makes things easier.
=)
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The loneliness just makes it so much harder. It just feels as though, if there's no one around to care, what does it matter then?
And like you, I keep waiting this out just to see if it gets better, but it won't. I don't know why my mind won't give up on this stupid, ridiculous hope that things will get better, why I keep waiting when life over and over again has proven to me that it won't change.
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i think loneliness is the worst feeling ever. it's even worse when you can trust people. gah. everything is just so hopeless.
hahaha but here or not, i still would be "vegan" i guess.
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