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[suicidelips]

I'm a huge walking idenitity crisis. {Is there a family out there that's missing me?}. I'm missing such a huge part of my life, and I'll never get it, I'll never find it.

Part of me still cringes when I look into the mirror. Do my eyes look like someone's I'll never meet? Where do I come from? Who's temper (or lack of a temper) do I have? Who do I

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[foxestacado]

The thing I think when it comes to drinking is that if it makes you feel horrible and irresponsible, then it is best to leave it and never go back to it. Once that is something you want to establish, then that's it. Walk away from it. But living that way is incredibly difficult, and it'll be very difficult to stick to that edict. I think drinking is fine in moderation, but when it gets out of control and you do things you regret, then it's time to evaluate whether you should stop drinking altogether, or try to control it.

Anyways, perhaps I have said nothing of use here, and in that case, best of luck to you. I hope that whatever happens, you will find a place within yourself that you are comfortable with when it comes to drinking.