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Today I turned 23. Congrats to Erik for finding out he's got a baby boy. I thought for sure that he was going to have a girl. I love surprises. Ex bf decided to make 17 year old girl his gf. She can't even go into certain movies or get a banking account. She's not better looking. But he's with her. But he keeps calling me. And a few times he;'s called me while he was over her house. Why the fuck would you call me while over your gf house, just to ask me what I'm up to? Isnt the purpose of a gf is to keep you busy? I dont care how much of friends we are, I would never call him while I was with my bf if I had one. Strange. I was dating a new guy named Craig. I realized that I'm not ready for a relationship. Well, I dunno. The guy was hyper. Cute but hyper. And needy. And every since the breakup I've cringed at the touch of a male-- and I mean any male and Craig always wanted hugs and shit. Ugh. I hate hugging nowadays. I cant deal with it. At least right now. Ex called me a BUNCH of times today and though my first instinct is to call him back, but I gotta play it cool. This weekend is eda and Jamz weekend. Lovin it. Me and Jamz are cool peeps. I'm so bored right now. Tired.