She almost managed to make me think that love is worthy without hatred. I won't be fooled anymore.
Ahah. Fuckers. I am a bad person you know ? I can be sweet, for real. But yes, what you might think is true, I only do it for you to do whatever I want you to do. ... If you think so babes, well, you don't know the real me. You can think it's the truth, I won't prevent you from doing it. But inside me, my dear, I truly, sincerely and in a genuine oh-so-sweet-way HATE you, from the depth of my GUTS. Strop saying tender sweet things to me when you think I'm an evil litle thing. You're perfide and unworthy of love. I've enough been through hard stuff, now I won't be a victim anymore. You're FIRED.
I'm the pariah -Break Me-
I am the liar -Save Me -
I can take anything -Make Me-
Accuse me of everything- Kill Me-
Cut off the system -Shape Me-
Deny my existance -Waste Me-
I won't be afraid -Try Me-
I won't be unmade -Deny Me!-
Yes it is true. I need attention, I'd rather be emprisonned in a golden cage with every eyes on me than free. I don't know how to make you understand how bad I am. I don't know how to make you understand how sweet I am. You make me sick. Doing everything I hate you to do. Leaving me cold, alone, in my thoughts. My sick mind is free now. It's wandering around, letting my bad thoughts fly and kill.
I don't really know how to tell you the truth. Will you listen to me ? No ? well ...
" - Check this out.
- Oh ..
- I've always thought it was a beautiful picture. Beautiful, yet so sad ...
- Yeah ... it is..."