One pint later, I feel better.
Lately I've been feeling strangely good. I mean, I got no real problems, She's dug deep inside of me and I don't feel Her at all. That's great. I thought I could only live with a tiny bit of hatred inside of my heart,but obviously it's not necessary... I feel almost empty to be sincere. Not feeling my heart shrink like a vulgar piece of paper every morning, not feeling like throwing up every time I feel hatred burning inside my guts... I'm not used to it. Love is great. Love heals. I've been feeling really Good with her by my side. She's sorta Placebo medicine. I just need to have her right next to me , and the sickness goes away by itself.So I can't feel it.
Besides the problems that I smoke too much and drink 3 times a week till I can't walk properly, I feel good. Alive. Without being "obliged" to arm myself. That's a good point. I want.. New things. I want to feel New myself. Meet people. Learn everything they have to teach me. Being feed by their knowledge . Drink everey drop of their culture. Teach me anything. I'm fuckin' thirsty.
I shall leave in 30 minutes from now on... Beer and laughters are calling me ^^
Besides the problems that I smoke too much and drink 3 times a week till I can't walk properly, I feel good. Alive. Without being "obliged" to arm myself. That's a good point. I want.. New things. I want to feel New myself. Meet people. Learn everything they have to teach me. Being feed by their knowledge . Drink everey drop of their culture. Teach me anything. I'm fuckin' thirsty.
I shall leave in 30 minutes from now on... Beer and laughters are calling me ^^