Nov 03, 2004 10:48
i remember four years ago, mintwaster calling and leaving a message on my work voicemail saying that there had been 'voting irregularities' in a non-bush area in florida. i saved that message until my last day on that job and listened to it when i left there in january 02, as a reminder, as an idea that this in some way not yet clear to me is, HAS to be an illusion.
now, i don't have anything to listen to but, the randomness of my own thoughts. i have to believe that some day this will be clear, that this was the only way to fix what was broken - break it more? it makes absolutely no sense right now but, i pray constatnly for the strength to hold this confusion in love rather than turn to fear. and making that our revolution, turning that into action, building momentum on all that we are capable of, the good that we can make in this world, during these interesting times. maybe i'm too fruity about it all but, that's all i've got.
praying for all of us.