I'm falling apart.
So I went to the doctors office today, to see about my rotting skin. For those who don't know, My hands look like I have a mixture of dry skin and psoriasis, and my skin tends to just split open and crack on me and it hurts like a mofo.
So I go in, and luckily it wasn't crowded. I'm on a different insurance now since I'm over 18 and blah blah blah. So, I had to register the new insurance or whatever at the welfare office and things have been screwed up over there. I had to straighten them out a few times. So, I get my insurance and the paper that says the doctor I have chosen and all that. So I get an insurance card and it tells me I didn't pick a doctor. Stupid asses. So I tell the lady [at the doctor's office] I changed my insurance since the last time I was there and the card said I didn't pick a doctor, but i had the paper there and blah blah blah. They had to call the insurance company and talk it out with them and so it all got sorted out and I went back.
I had just got done eating [since every time I wake up early I just go to breakfast with my dad then he drops me off at the office]. I step on the scale and it tells me I'm 210. I've been stuck @ 205 for a few months now and I figured that the extra 5 was from just eating, cuz I put my pants on earlier and i knew I had lost weight. The last couple of days I haven't been eating, and I blame it on those hair pills I've been taking. When I take them I get so damn hungry and eat a lot, whereas when I ran out a couple of days ago I hadn't been eating much.
Then again, the nurse this morning told me my temp. was 100.7. I felt fine though, but maybe i'm getting a virus or something, cuz that usually makes me not want to eat. Anyway, too much babble. I know you can't understand what I'm talking about now, so I'll just move on.
um, so he gave me a prescription for a cream and then I asked him about this odd bump on my foot that I forgot to keep asking me about. I dunno what it is. It doesn't hurt, but it's a large lump on the top of my foot, and it's hard a feels so odd. He told me "It's what we call a geriatric ganglion cyst, and you need to go to a foot doctor for that." Okie dokie then. Yet another doctor's appointment I have to make. Then tomorrow is the dentist and I'll probably have to make another app. after that to get my wisdom teeth pulled. Medical issues are so fun. *rolls eyes* Actually, I really do like going to doctors and dentists for some odd reason. Although there's no reason for it to be fun now. I'm not being pulled out of school for anything, lol!
So let's see....oh yea, I just found out today that I now get 6 icons for lj. Why? i dunno, it's kind of random, but I have no problem with it, hah. And even though I have 3 more to use, it's still not enough, hah! I'm like "But I wanna put this one up, yet I still wanna leave that one up." I'm such a dork.
Oh yea! I also finished the second Harry Potter book yesterday, and Jane E. gave me the fourth one instead of the third one, so now I have to wait until she finds the third one, which I'm getting anxious to read. YES! IT'S TRUE! LAURA HAS BEEN READING WITHOUT BEING TOLD TO AS A REQUIREMENT! It surprised me too. Until Jane E. can't find the third book I'm just gonna try to read the library I have in my room. Yes, it's all for show, I really never read any of the books I owe. Except part of the James Dean. I also read the Alice in Wonderland/Through The Looking Glass book. Uh...also the books about AFI, The Moffatts, and The Outsiders. Also some of the poetry books. Ok so I have read some, but it's not half of the books I own. Plus I have a SHIT LOAD of magazines.
and the last random rant for the day. I was playing Sonic 2 for playstation and I had my progress saved. It took me FOREVER to beat Dr. Robotnik on this one level[like, days, literally]. After many tries, I FINALLY beat him and I saved it as soon as I got passed there. So I get to the next level and get bored, lol. So I switch to Sonic 1. It's all on the same disk, but I saved Sonic 2 as the first block and I saved Sonic 1 as block two. Well, I'm playing Sonic one and I'm talking to myself like a dumbass, and what happens? I fucking save Sonic 1 to block one! All that time of playing Robotnik and FINALLY beating him in that stupid fucking level, it's all gone. ALL FUCKING DESTROYED!
The funniest thing though. I didn't get mad. Like, my facial expression was shocked and I was trying to get mad, but my anger didn't build up at all. I was totally calm and cool like I didn't care. I don't think it really sunk in to me. I guess I also figured that I can just play back up to it, not a big deal. But I should have wanted to destroy something. I didn't get pissed, I didn't cry, I felt emotionless. It was the weirdest thing ever!
Well, that's it for today kiddies. My teeth hurt, which means I must have made the appointment with almost perfect timing. Weird though, cuz I've been having a lot of teeth dreams. Dreams of my teeth falling out, also of them being perfectly straight and white with no gaps. I dunno. It's either a dream about teeth, a cemetery I've never seen, or something with children. Either I get pregnant or someone else has a kid or something. And they mostly all have celebrities in them. *shrugs*
So I go in, and luckily it wasn't crowded. I'm on a different insurance now since I'm over 18 and blah blah blah. So, I had to register the new insurance or whatever at the welfare office and things have been screwed up over there. I had to straighten them out a few times. So, I get my insurance and the paper that says the doctor I have chosen and all that. So I get an insurance card and it tells me I didn't pick a doctor. Stupid asses. So I tell the lady [at the doctor's office] I changed my insurance since the last time I was there and the card said I didn't pick a doctor, but i had the paper there and blah blah blah. They had to call the insurance company and talk it out with them and so it all got sorted out and I went back.
I had just got done eating [since every time I wake up early I just go to breakfast with my dad then he drops me off at the office]. I step on the scale and it tells me I'm 210. I've been stuck @ 205 for a few months now and I figured that the extra 5 was from just eating, cuz I put my pants on earlier and i knew I had lost weight. The last couple of days I haven't been eating, and I blame it on those hair pills I've been taking. When I take them I get so damn hungry and eat a lot, whereas when I ran out a couple of days ago I hadn't been eating much.
Then again, the nurse this morning told me my temp. was 100.7. I felt fine though, but maybe i'm getting a virus or something, cuz that usually makes me not want to eat. Anyway, too much babble. I know you can't understand what I'm talking about now, so I'll just move on.
um, so he gave me a prescription for a cream and then I asked him about this odd bump on my foot that I forgot to keep asking me about. I dunno what it is. It doesn't hurt, but it's a large lump on the top of my foot, and it's hard a feels so odd. He told me "It's what we call a geriatric ganglion cyst, and you need to go to a foot doctor for that." Okie dokie then. Yet another doctor's appointment I have to make. Then tomorrow is the dentist and I'll probably have to make another app. after that to get my wisdom teeth pulled. Medical issues are so fun. *rolls eyes* Actually, I really do like going to doctors and dentists for some odd reason. Although there's no reason for it to be fun now. I'm not being pulled out of school for anything, lol!
So let's see....oh yea, I just found out today that I now get 6 icons for lj. Why? i dunno, it's kind of random, but I have no problem with it, hah. And even though I have 3 more to use, it's still not enough, hah! I'm like "But I wanna put this one up, yet I still wanna leave that one up." I'm such a dork.
Oh yea! I also finished the second Harry Potter book yesterday, and Jane E. gave me the fourth one instead of the third one, so now I have to wait until she finds the third one, which I'm getting anxious to read. YES! IT'S TRUE! LAURA HAS BEEN READING WITHOUT BEING TOLD TO AS A REQUIREMENT! It surprised me too. Until Jane E. can't find the third book I'm just gonna try to read the library I have in my room. Yes, it's all for show, I really never read any of the books I owe. Except part of the James Dean. I also read the Alice in Wonderland/Through The Looking Glass book. Uh...also the books about AFI, The Moffatts, and The Outsiders. Also some of the poetry books. Ok so I have read some, but it's not half of the books I own. Plus I have a SHIT LOAD of magazines.
and the last random rant for the day. I was playing Sonic 2 for playstation and I had my progress saved. It took me FOREVER to beat Dr. Robotnik on this one level[like, days, literally]. After many tries, I FINALLY beat him and I saved it as soon as I got passed there. So I get to the next level and get bored, lol. So I switch to Sonic 1. It's all on the same disk, but I saved Sonic 2 as the first block and I saved Sonic 1 as block two. Well, I'm playing Sonic one and I'm talking to myself like a dumbass, and what happens? I fucking save Sonic 1 to block one! All that time of playing Robotnik and FINALLY beating him in that stupid fucking level, it's all gone. ALL FUCKING DESTROYED!
The funniest thing though. I didn't get mad. Like, my facial expression was shocked and I was trying to get mad, but my anger didn't build up at all. I was totally calm and cool like I didn't care. I don't think it really sunk in to me. I guess I also figured that I can just play back up to it, not a big deal. But I should have wanted to destroy something. I didn't get pissed, I didn't cry, I felt emotionless. It was the weirdest thing ever!
Well, that's it for today kiddies. My teeth hurt, which means I must have made the appointment with almost perfect timing. Weird though, cuz I've been having a lot of teeth dreams. Dreams of my teeth falling out, also of them being perfectly straight and white with no gaps. I dunno. It's either a dream about teeth, a cemetery I've never seen, or something with children. Either I get pregnant or someone else has a kid or something. And they mostly all have celebrities in them. *shrugs*