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I'm sick of feeling as though my heart is a leash by which others lead me. Granted its almost always unintentional...and I guess this is the problem with wearing your heart on your sleeve. But I hate feeling like I have no control. I deliberately keep myself open, because I do not want to be closed off to new things...when I find the right one, not the right now, I will be able to focus entirely on them. But right now I'm open to everyone and everything...who knows where the next 5 minutes will lead me. Thats why life is grand. It's this that is leading me to Hawaii. Ack...I should be happy I know it. I am. I will be. ARGH!
Rejection blows, and I've been accosted on all fronts. Fuck it I'm sick of it.
done.
Rejection blows, and I've been accosted on all fronts. Fuck it I'm sick of it.
done.