Jan 10, 2012 20:31
Ugh. I feel so sick! That's what I get for going on a splurge and binge eating a fast food snack chicken (like popcorn chicken snack size), cookies, two pieces of chocolate valentine's day hearts the size of quarters and five potato chips. Oh my goodness. I am done with bad food! No wonder I stopped eating it! But that's the problem with my 2012. In 2011, I stopped really eating junk food and I went a whole year without any soda pop. Of course, I found a love for iced tea (non-sweetened of course! Just water and a tea bag). I did indulge a few days after new years with an orange soda. It was something I had been craving around Christmas...and I barely finished the bottle. I'm still sticking to a no soda/pop lifestyle I think. Just because I simply don't need it. Didn't help me lose weight. I didn't feel different. I just don't want it. Pretty much the same thing with caffeine. I just don't need it. Hence why my coffee is always decaf and more of a cafe-au-lait/soy than anything. Because, again, I'm not big on adding sweetener to my drinks.
But for Christmas, I made my mom's homemade sugar cookies. They were amazing. Not exactly like hers but as close as we'll ever come. But there were too many! Even though there were two households, we did not have a family Christmas downstate so my roommates and I were stuck with a good amount of cookies. That's probably why I had the flu. I was only eating cookies. I think I may vomit just thinking about them.
So, what for 2012? What should I give up? Smoking? Never smoked one thing. Guess I just beat smoking's ass! Lose weight? That's everyone's new years resolution. I guess I'd like to just continue to maintain my weight. Don't gain, be healthy and stay happy. Speaking of happy...sorry about my angsty angry post last night. I don't deny my anger. I have a good idea as to it's origin and which box in my life to put it into. And based on today, I say it's probably going to cease by next week. A little anger is good as long as it does not turn you into a violent person. You know what's even better than anger? A massage. I want to see Kenny. I want a massage. My shoulders hurt. Wow I'm tired!
Well. Time to start writing another installment in one of my three projects. Or pick up a beloved one I slightly cast aside again. No. I think I'm going with my rewrite. I still say that it is dedicated to those who have inspired me and have always been there for me. And it is not written about my life, my friends or anyone you may suspect. "For those of you who think this novel is about you or was written for you...you need to realize that this was written as an anti-you. You don't mess with an author."