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i wish i could find sleep.
im hours away from another disapointment and yet my stomach is alive with the nervousness of hope.
i will go see a man in the morning and plead for his help. he will politely tell me there is nothing he can do. that will be the beginning of the end.
i wish we were more daring. its too bad we cant take off to another province for awhile.
regardless of all this i still love you.
i wish it didnt have to be this way.
note to self. make more friends in high places.
im hours away from another disapointment and yet my stomach is alive with the nervousness of hope.
i will go see a man in the morning and plead for his help. he will politely tell me there is nothing he can do. that will be the beginning of the end.
i wish we were more daring. its too bad we cant take off to another province for awhile.
regardless of all this i still love you.
i wish it didnt have to be this way.
note to self. make more friends in high places.