I have fallen in love with this song
You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,
She said I think I'll go to Boston...
I think I'll start a new life,
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly em out to Spain...
I think I'll go to Boston,
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice... oh yeah,
It's my new theme song, I need to go to boston, I think mike lives somewhere out there-ish. I am tired of crying for someone who won't cry over me. I have recently developed depression, I don't want to do anything but sit on the couch and eat and watch tv, I have SUCH a fucking sad life. I'm not sure if this is one day going to pass. We haven't talked in 2 weeks, maybe we are just growing apart. I think I am holdng him back from what he wants out of life. I am not a smart girl, i'm not really that pretty, and I am freaking fat. I just don't think i'm what he is looking for, and I hate that feeling. All he does is yell anymore, he doesn't even look at me. I'm not even sure I love him anymore, I will always love him, but the flame is gone, and it has been for awhile. I feel I was the only one holding or relationship together. "I'm not a smart man, but I know what love is" forest gump once said. I think in orfer for me to make him happy, I have to let him go, which will be the hardest thing I have ever had to do, because I really do love him, but meh, life is just a shithole anyway right. I think I am one of those people that is better off by my self anyway. Ugly people should not be allowed to make babies, or even get married