I'm Still Trigger Happy
I hate that fact that I'm incapable of trusting you. The things I do and think just make me look like an idiot in the end. I know I have to learn how to not take things out on you. Learn to trust you. Maybe I'm really afraid of being happy. My paranoia gets the best of me and everyone around me. I really hate being like this...
On a lighter note, I've quit smoking for five days now. And I'm still holding out even though I can use one right now. I guess quitting is making me 10x more irritable. But it just shows to prove I can release a bad habit when I want to. And trust me I can. I'm not weak. I can change, and finally get my finger off the trigger.
Alisha
On a lighter note, I've quit smoking for five days now. And I'm still holding out even though I can use one right now. I guess quitting is making me 10x more irritable. But it just shows to prove I can release a bad habit when I want to. And trust me I can. I'm not weak. I can change, and finally get my finger off the trigger.
Alisha