Boredom
Wow, I am seriously bored..... seriously. Lol, I have been sitting at work since 9am, and had like no customers in because it is so cold outside, then I come home, and I'm still sitting here because it is so cold outside, I don't want to move! It looks like it should be snowing or something, which makes me yearn for th beach that much more. I have been talkin to a lot of really sweet girls in Florida and am really thinking I need to move there! I am seriously tired of the cold, tired of all the Hays drama, and just tired of Kansas period. I know Kansas isn't the root of all of my problems, but I just want out. I would like to live somewhere beautiful, somewhere that has some scenery. Whether it be mountains, oceans, trees, just something rather than corn fields! I know I have grown up here, but I am just at a time in my life where I need a change. I talked to my mom a lot this weekend while I was home, and she is feeling the same way. She wants to just pack up everything and move to Georgia, I don't know what it is, but I am just in the mood to enjoy life instead of always feeling bogged down by being stuck where I'm at. I've pretty well decided that after this vacation I am going to work doubley hard and pay off all of my bills, which I should be able to do in a few months and figure out what I want to do with my life. It's just time for a change and I need to figure out what I want. Amazing what boredom can do to you.