I'm probably being a bit of a shit but...

[sugar_plum_fair]

I had agreed with my Mum that I'd come home over the next week so that she'd have me to help her shop and cook for Christmas. I told her that Sunday and Tuesday, I wouldn't be free due to other commitments, this was fine

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[megsy_fatcat]

wow aren't i lucky to have thousands of kilometres between myself and my family.

if every previous time there's been an argument most likely there will be one and i definitely agree with you about holidays. they're time for you to enjoy not to spend it doing things you don't want to do.

thats pretty harsh about christmas, that truely sucks. what is this morning telling you in terms of what you should be doing?

[sugar_plum_fair]

This morning tells me that if I want to borrow the car for a couple days, I should go do some gardening.

I chatted to my housemate, and our house is going to be fine if I just do some cleaning later in the week when I come back. I just wanted to get it out of the way now so that I could do absolutely nothing but indulge and veg out the second week I'm off. My mother has helped me a lot and I should pay her back. I really should. I just despise the fact that she hasn't told me in advance. i was looking forward to a relatively relaxing day of going shopping and cooking or planning for those things.

I still don't want to go home. I am trying to talk myself into it. I still haven't got anywhere with talking myself into it.