Feb 09, 2006 05:52
LIB-berated
Hey everyone. I am so sick right now. I've been on the biggest bender for the last two weeks, since i"ve been back from Perth. I think it brought up all of these parts of me that i'd been neglecting. Maybe it sort of made me take a look at my life from a distance orr... maybe it just plain fucking confused me and stirred things up. Whatever happened I just have no fucking idea what's going on with me at the moment. But i've been acting MAD.
lol
The bender seems to be over now - maybe my body is sayin to me - "fuck with me, and i'm sure as fuck gonna fuck with you back". I was going to stop it anyway, 'cause I'd crossed that line. So now I'm stepping out into the hard and sober sunlight and feeling a bit queasy inside.
So i've moved onto Brunswick street - which, is hands-down my fav street in Melbourne so far. I can't believe how much it's been raining today it's goddamn miserable. My house is a little cup-of-tea run-down old two-story house behind a second hand shop. I fucking love it. It's like a badger house. I bought fairy lights and put em around my bedroom they look amazing. I have got NO fucking money now. So that was a good idea. I guess it's kind of lucky that I'm sick in a way so i don't have to eat as much or actually do anything. So boring tho. I've been listening to Fiona Apple Extraordinary machine on repeat all day. I'm listening to the original unreleased version and I have to say it's one of the best albums I have EVER heard in my life. Not sure about the released version cause haven't heard it. But i'm worshipping her right at the minute.
So... life is pretty depressing. I perked up a little after calling work to tell them i'm sick - cause I was dreading it like there's no tomorrow. Actually, if there was no tomorrow i wouldn't have had to work anyway so... I just don't even know.
Anyway this is probably so boring but ooh well i got nothing better to do right now. It's been good living with Ads and Catlin but I hardly see them really and when I do we haven't been in similar moods so it's kind of been pretty mellow. that's cool. They're a funky bunch. I think Ads is on an adventure at the moment and I can't wait to hear about it!
They are the nutty nutella team wayo.
Anyway whatever dudes.
I'm going to get my lunch.