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It's been to long. I never go on the net these days, to busy.When i am on the net, its normally for assiments, i really haven't been arsed to come on here.
Heaps has been going on, really just the usual stuff.
Drinking, smoking pot, partying, assinments, radio station shizzle, friends, family, my boy, working, road trips etc.
I've been super happy the past 4 days, which is nice, because i'd been on a bit of a mellow sad buzz before that.
Shanan is back in my life again, which i'm totally thrilled about. He makes me insanely happy and we have such a cool time hanging out.I've never met someone that can satisfy me on so many different levels, emotionally, intellically etc. It took _Alot_ of talking to get to where we are, to sort out if this is right, and what we both want. And the timing is right. We've both learnt so much in the one year we have been broken up and it's fucking brillant to be at the place we are at now.*Grin*
I've done the inevitable, i've started smoking rollies. I don't like the nasty things, but they'll grow on me. I can't afford to spend $75+ a week on Smokes. Damnit.
My Grandfather isn't to well. He's dying, slowly, and painfully.It's really hard, i'm awfully close to him, and it sucks the big ones. He's old, and it's happening.I'm dealing with it. Trying to be there for my old man and grandma as well. Will visit again tommorow.
A couple of saturday's ago we had SMOKE-O-THON 2005. It was a grand experince. Hit off at 8pm and everyone had to bring a minuim of a foil.Most people splashed out and brought at least a Fifty bag. It was held a mates place Micheals. In total i guess about 40 people attended. No drinking, only pot smoking. Haha. It was a pretty weird idea, being that pot smoking isn't the most socailable drug ever, but it worked out primo. We had 29 people hotboxing the hallway, with a strobe light, and countless amounts of joints, spliffs, bongs, pipes etc being passed around.
Leroy, Darrell, Sam, Lyndsay and Jacobs bands played, The Citrus P's. They improvised for about 3 hours. It was awesome. Very trippy, insane rock music. No singer, which worked really well in this setting. 2 guitarists, keyboardist, bassist and a drummer.
The flatties bedrooms were all used for a different way of smoking pot. The joint room, the cone room, the bong room, the waterworks room, and the spots room. It was a very cool experince that i won't forget any time soon, great stoned fun.
This saturday just gone, i went around to my brothers place with courtney to take a E with him and a few friends. I've never taked a whole E (I don't think!) (I ended up taking 1 and a half) and i've never taken it in a setting like that (A nice flat).I've always been at a club, or somewhere like that and i've always been on something else as well. That's all well and good, but i find the enviroment distracts from the drug a fair bit and having alwasy been on other stuff (alcahol, speed, weed, whatever) its harder to know whats doing what to you.And you just feel "Fucked up" haha. But it's still good.
Anyway, we popped the pill pretty early, at about 8.15 so it kicked in just after 8.30. It was awesome. We had chats until it kicked in.I realised it had kicked in when i felt my whole insides rumble with some kind of joy haha.I looked over at courtney, and she looked so beautiful.Don't get me wrong, my girl is fucking hot. But she had a new, shinnier more beautiful quality to her.
My brother and his mates where chatting away. He comes over to me."Stand up Eryn, i wanna give you a E hug". It was awesome. Taking it with James and 3 of his mates was a whole lot of fun. We hugged everyone lots, and chatted about heaps of stuff, namely music, friendships and how we felt about other people in the room. I felt like i was floating.
Tip: SMOKE MENTOL CIGGIES WHEN ON E. THEY TASTE AMAZING.(Yuck normally, i know).
My jaw was going nutty at one point, My bro, being the organised young fellow he is, came out of his room with about 6 packs of gum. It was brillant. I love the way everyone/thing is interesting on E, and that you can't hate anyone. It was really cool to share that experince with my brother, we're pretty fucking close and it just allowed us to get to know eachother on a different level i guess. It's like the first time getting drunk or stoned with your brother.
I really enjoyed taking it with courtney too i feel heaps closer to her sharing that experince with her, and the fact that everyone there was on E, i didn't really like being around people who weren't on it. Because your not on the same level at all.
E is such a fucking wicked drug, so happy and lovin' everyone. It's rad. The peak lasted for 3 and a half hours. Apparently playstations are some of the best E's going around atm. I wouldn't really know. I might get some, just because I can grab them for cheap and keep them for a rainy day. It's not a drug that's suitable for doing every weekend :P
After the peak wore off we went to a 21st for a few minutes, then to Gavs, then to 6ft, then to Leannes, then back to James. Missions on.We had a session at about 2am. Then we went home where Courtney crashed out, and i waited for my flatmates to get home to chat to them, as they'd been partying it up at the "Witches Ball".
Anyway, i've been feeling extra happy since taking the E, but i think part of that is due to Shanan.
Tonight i went around to Aarons place, to watch Anchorman. Chris, Tim, Alice, Dan and all that were there.Aarons started dating Vanessa, which is really cool. Shes a good chick, i hope it works out for them. It's really weird seeing him with a girlfriend, he actally treats her rather well. So that's all good.
I'm on hollidays at the moment. Have a few assinments to do and I'm ontop of them. My degree's been going really well though, i need to stop smoking so much pot though, because it un-motovates me to much. It was all good smoking that amount at highschool haha.
I've got a big weekend planned for my last weekend of freedom before the mad amounts of cramming/assinments/exams and praticals.
Friday night I'm hopefully going over to Whanga, as it's BEACH HOP. Which means, a hell of alot of metalheads/bogans and a hell of a lot of old school cars. It's not the boyracer crowd, it's the classic car crowd! Gotta take the Anglia over there. (Oh yes, the car has the new motor, and everything is minta! Although she did get her window smashed by some wanks, but that's all good and well now). If we can't stay with Mical on Friday night, then we will be going over on Saturday for the day, as i was orignally going over Saturday night, but don't wanna miss out on going up to Auckers.
Saturday night I'm going to a 20th birthday party of good ol' Shazza's in Auckland. Should be fun. Have to dress 1920's. Any cheap/easy idea's anyone?!?! Any Kaos people on my friends list going!??!?!
Anyway, i guess everything is kinda working out for me. I realised the other day when going for a drive, the wonderful people i have in my life.Sometimes i get caught up in worrying about silly things, and my silly chemicals in my body get me majorly down and I don't realise that I have a family that is possibly the most accepting, funny, crazy, loving family ever. With parents who I can talk about anything with - sex, drugs, love, advice about anything. Friends which would do anything for me, the rock n roll crew, the filthy metallers, my flatmates, the 6ft under crew.
I realise it's not just a stroke of luck. I guess it's how i am with people. I know i wouldn't have the realationship with my folks, family and friends if it wasn't for who i am, and how i am with people.But i'm one lucky person who is pretty fucking loved.
So enough of my past emo moods. I'm a cheery charlie at the moment. Just gotta cool down on the partying a bit.
I got it fucking sorted.
;)
Peace out.
(Yes i know the spelling is a shocker, and i should cut.. but bite me).
Heaps has been going on, really just the usual stuff.
Drinking, smoking pot, partying, assinments, radio station shizzle, friends, family, my boy, working, road trips etc.
I've been super happy the past 4 days, which is nice, because i'd been on a bit of a mellow sad buzz before that.
Shanan is back in my life again, which i'm totally thrilled about. He makes me insanely happy and we have such a cool time hanging out.I've never met someone that can satisfy me on so many different levels, emotionally, intellically etc. It took _Alot_ of talking to get to where we are, to sort out if this is right, and what we both want. And the timing is right. We've both learnt so much in the one year we have been broken up and it's fucking brillant to be at the place we are at now.*Grin*
I've done the inevitable, i've started smoking rollies. I don't like the nasty things, but they'll grow on me. I can't afford to spend $75+ a week on Smokes. Damnit.
My Grandfather isn't to well. He's dying, slowly, and painfully.It's really hard, i'm awfully close to him, and it sucks the big ones. He's old, and it's happening.I'm dealing with it. Trying to be there for my old man and grandma as well. Will visit again tommorow.
A couple of saturday's ago we had SMOKE-O-THON 2005. It was a grand experince. Hit off at 8pm and everyone had to bring a minuim of a foil.Most people splashed out and brought at least a Fifty bag. It was held a mates place Micheals. In total i guess about 40 people attended. No drinking, only pot smoking. Haha. It was a pretty weird idea, being that pot smoking isn't the most socailable drug ever, but it worked out primo. We had 29 people hotboxing the hallway, with a strobe light, and countless amounts of joints, spliffs, bongs, pipes etc being passed around.
Leroy, Darrell, Sam, Lyndsay and Jacobs bands played, The Citrus P's. They improvised for about 3 hours. It was awesome. Very trippy, insane rock music. No singer, which worked really well in this setting. 2 guitarists, keyboardist, bassist and a drummer.
The flatties bedrooms were all used for a different way of smoking pot. The joint room, the cone room, the bong room, the waterworks room, and the spots room. It was a very cool experince that i won't forget any time soon, great stoned fun.
This saturday just gone, i went around to my brothers place with courtney to take a E with him and a few friends. I've never taked a whole E (I don't think!) (I ended up taking 1 and a half) and i've never taken it in a setting like that (A nice flat).I've always been at a club, or somewhere like that and i've always been on something else as well. That's all well and good, but i find the enviroment distracts from the drug a fair bit and having alwasy been on other stuff (alcahol, speed, weed, whatever) its harder to know whats doing what to you.And you just feel "Fucked up" haha. But it's still good.
Anyway, we popped the pill pretty early, at about 8.15 so it kicked in just after 8.30. It was awesome. We had chats until it kicked in.I realised it had kicked in when i felt my whole insides rumble with some kind of joy haha.I looked over at courtney, and she looked so beautiful.Don't get me wrong, my girl is fucking hot. But she had a new, shinnier more beautiful quality to her.
My brother and his mates where chatting away. He comes over to me."Stand up Eryn, i wanna give you a E hug". It was awesome. Taking it with James and 3 of his mates was a whole lot of fun. We hugged everyone lots, and chatted about heaps of stuff, namely music, friendships and how we felt about other people in the room. I felt like i was floating.
Tip: SMOKE MENTOL CIGGIES WHEN ON E. THEY TASTE AMAZING.(Yuck normally, i know).
My jaw was going nutty at one point, My bro, being the organised young fellow he is, came out of his room with about 6 packs of gum. It was brillant. I love the way everyone/thing is interesting on E, and that you can't hate anyone. It was really cool to share that experince with my brother, we're pretty fucking close and it just allowed us to get to know eachother on a different level i guess. It's like the first time getting drunk or stoned with your brother.
I really enjoyed taking it with courtney too i feel heaps closer to her sharing that experince with her, and the fact that everyone there was on E, i didn't really like being around people who weren't on it. Because your not on the same level at all.
E is such a fucking wicked drug, so happy and lovin' everyone. It's rad. The peak lasted for 3 and a half hours. Apparently playstations are some of the best E's going around atm. I wouldn't really know. I might get some, just because I can grab them for cheap and keep them for a rainy day. It's not a drug that's suitable for doing every weekend :P
After the peak wore off we went to a 21st for a few minutes, then to Gavs, then to 6ft, then to Leannes, then back to James. Missions on.We had a session at about 2am. Then we went home where Courtney crashed out, and i waited for my flatmates to get home to chat to them, as they'd been partying it up at the "Witches Ball".
Anyway, i've been feeling extra happy since taking the E, but i think part of that is due to Shanan.
Tonight i went around to Aarons place, to watch Anchorman. Chris, Tim, Alice, Dan and all that were there.Aarons started dating Vanessa, which is really cool. Shes a good chick, i hope it works out for them. It's really weird seeing him with a girlfriend, he actally treats her rather well. So that's all good.
I'm on hollidays at the moment. Have a few assinments to do and I'm ontop of them. My degree's been going really well though, i need to stop smoking so much pot though, because it un-motovates me to much. It was all good smoking that amount at highschool haha.
I've got a big weekend planned for my last weekend of freedom before the mad amounts of cramming/assinments/exams and praticals.
Friday night I'm hopefully going over to Whanga, as it's BEACH HOP. Which means, a hell of alot of metalheads/bogans and a hell of a lot of old school cars. It's not the boyracer crowd, it's the classic car crowd! Gotta take the Anglia over there. (Oh yes, the car has the new motor, and everything is minta! Although she did get her window smashed by some wanks, but that's all good and well now). If we can't stay with Mical on Friday night, then we will be going over on Saturday for the day, as i was orignally going over Saturday night, but don't wanna miss out on going up to Auckers.
Saturday night I'm going to a 20th birthday party of good ol' Shazza's in Auckland. Should be fun. Have to dress 1920's. Any cheap/easy idea's anyone?!?! Any Kaos people on my friends list going!??!?!
Anyway, i guess everything is kinda working out for me. I realised the other day when going for a drive, the wonderful people i have in my life.Sometimes i get caught up in worrying about silly things, and my silly chemicals in my body get me majorly down and I don't realise that I have a family that is possibly the most accepting, funny, crazy, loving family ever. With parents who I can talk about anything with - sex, drugs, love, advice about anything. Friends which would do anything for me, the rock n roll crew, the filthy metallers, my flatmates, the 6ft under crew.
I realise it's not just a stroke of luck. I guess it's how i am with people. I know i wouldn't have the realationship with my folks, family and friends if it wasn't for who i am, and how i am with people.But i'm one lucky person who is pretty fucking loved.
So enough of my past emo moods. I'm a cheery charlie at the moment. Just gotta cool down on the partying a bit.
I got it fucking sorted.
;)
Peace out.
(Yes i know the spelling is a shocker, and i should cut.. but bite me).