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Moving this Saturday into a fucking flash mansion, that costs us shit all.
Moving with buddies Nick, Haylee and Richard.
It's gunna be fantastic.
I'm a bit eehhh about it, because I've never properly moved out of home (Though I have lived away for like, months).
It'll be different, but i'm fucking looking forward to it.
I think Mums a bit sad, me being the last kid (haha out of 2) to leave home. It effects thee olds as well of course.
So my cars been away for at least 2 months. A supposed 2 week job, has just gone on and on. Currie's the man, a total perfectionist, but it's like he can only focus on one bit of the motor at once.
I'm so frustrated. I'm sposed to be feeding cats and looking after a work mate Penny's place as of tommorow, how the fuck am i sposed to get over there without a car?
Catch a bus? Urgh, looks like I fucking have to. Which is lame, it makes it harder to get around.
Dad unsures me he'll sort something out, he promises it'll be done BY Sat, which is when i fucking move. If not, he said something about borrowing a car from a mate, or worst case, letting me borrow his car. It'll be all good. I just miss my hot bitch, and since her motor was fine, would rather her NOT HAVE GONE AWAY.
It'll be good though, having a brand new spanking motor in there, which is bigger and faster and most importantly, MORE RELABLE.
Rant about that is over though.
So a fair while ago, as i would have mentioned in here i'm sure. Shanan got in contact with me (shanan being the ex of a few years). He said he wanted to be mates and missed me. A few days after that he comes out and says, that the reason why him and Tracy broke up is because he is still inlove with me (We've been broken up a year A WHOLE YEAR?!?! Well 10 and 1/2 months.I didn't think it was that long).Anyway, he was really cool about it all, said like he'd rather be mates with me than nothing. I said all i can offer him is friendship. Although, i have missed him heaps, and think about him all the time, and all that kinda jazz.It was all very random and strange. It got me thinking about us, how we were, the good and the bad etc.
Anyway, i saw him Friday night as we were both there to support our mates play. We chatted and stuff, it was all good. We were being mates. Then, we had a chat by ourselves for a while. We ended up hooking up. And hung out in 6ft for a while, and then I went back to his place.
We did blah blah and chatted heaps about everything. It was fucking great.
He had work later in the morning and off he went.
I ended up vomiting up nothing but Vodka at about 11.30am. It burnt the back of my throat, and i felt so fucking ill. That'll learn me.
Anyway, he kept txting me etc etc. And we chatted and stuff.
Said he wanted to see me and have a chat about whatever happened the night before.
On Monday, i suggest to him that he come to Tech and spend lunch with me. Which is about 1 hour.
Without ANY hestitation he said he'd be there.
This is not a huge thing, but shows me how serouis he is and stuff, because before, he would NEVER come and visit me, it was always me going around there etc.He caught two buses and had to wait around for them for 40mins each one. Its a bigish thing, because back in the day he would have fobbed me off "I'll just wait to see you till you come around" which often left me feeling rather shitty, like i'm not worth any amount of effort.
We sat under the tree for about an hour and a half. We talked openly and honestly about stuff which we hadnt chatted about before. We laughed and everything. He hasn't changed who he is, but he has changed heaps of things about him... and not FOR ME... FOR HIMSELF..Just as I have. I was really depressed and stuff during that time of my life (Irrelavant to him) and was often so fucking moody with him, which wasn't really fair on him at all, and now i'm so much more stable and mentally healthy. My intimacy issues are still hanging about, but hardly.
I was so stoked with the way he opened up to me, just chatted and was completely honest. He always had issues with doing that, because he never wanted to hurt or offend me. We'd rarely have fights face-to-face, because he wouldn't have the "guts" so i'd get emails instead. (Which i find impersonal, pathetic and not a healthy way to deal with issues). We just talked about all this kind of shit. And i think we both realise what the hell went wrong there. So we're kind of giving it a go. I'm still single n all, we're just getting to know each other again, because a lot can change in over 6months.
I'd be really stoked to have a more healthy realationship with him. Because he is such a dork, but such an amazing guy.
I guess that should be enough of that bullshit :P
I went and saw VELVET REVOLVER on saturday night. I wasn't the biggest nut or whaetver, but i thought they were a good new Rock N Roll group. I manly went to see them because I LOVE GUNS N ROSES. And i wanted to see Slash, Duff and Matt up on stage.
And boy did I!
I was quite near the front, and it was amazing.
Their energy on stage, fucking wow'ed me. Jumping all around the place, great interaction with eachother and with the audience.It was totally Old School Rock N Roll. Slash hammered out some solo's right in front of me. Duff is still the man, and a fucking sexy one at that. Matt did this wicked drum solo. I was pretty stoned, and this flag at the back taht said "Rocking Fucking Roll" dropped to reveal Velvet Revolver in flash pretty lights, just as the chunker part of Falling to Peices came in.
They did some Stone Temple Pilots covers, but as I'm not a fan, have no idea which ones.
They did some Gunners to. It's so Easy, and Mr Brownstone went off!
Slash cracked out the two necked guitar and top hat!
I was totally impressed with Scott Weiland too. As i said, not much of a STP fan at all, but i don't think anyone could have walked in there, and not come out at least respecting him. An Amazing front man. Totally Dinamic. Reminded me of Bowie, rather Glam he was. Had this cute little Bowie strut going on.And some fucking wicked vocal chords.
A fantastic concert. I'm still fucking stoked.
Can't wait for Satchi, i need to get my fucking ticket.
Other than that, what else is new. The same old. My lack of sleeping has gotten worse, ahh well. Tech's back, so loads of lectures and tutorials going on.Have some wicked stuff going on. Getting the Radio station shit sorted. Got some wicked sponcership deals going.. I ROCK.
Anyway, i think that's about it.
How might all my lovely LJ friends be? Good i hope.
Gina, i need your addy cos i got a letter and some money to send you (Don't worry, i'll conceal it!)
Chur
Love and light to all ;)
Ebbz
Moving with buddies Nick, Haylee and Richard.
It's gunna be fantastic.
I'm a bit eehhh about it, because I've never properly moved out of home (Though I have lived away for like, months).
It'll be different, but i'm fucking looking forward to it.
I think Mums a bit sad, me being the last kid (haha out of 2) to leave home. It effects thee olds as well of course.
So my cars been away for at least 2 months. A supposed 2 week job, has just gone on and on. Currie's the man, a total perfectionist, but it's like he can only focus on one bit of the motor at once.
I'm so frustrated. I'm sposed to be feeding cats and looking after a work mate Penny's place as of tommorow, how the fuck am i sposed to get over there without a car?
Catch a bus? Urgh, looks like I fucking have to. Which is lame, it makes it harder to get around.
Dad unsures me he'll sort something out, he promises it'll be done BY Sat, which is when i fucking move. If not, he said something about borrowing a car from a mate, or worst case, letting me borrow his car. It'll be all good. I just miss my hot bitch, and since her motor was fine, would rather her NOT HAVE GONE AWAY.
It'll be good though, having a brand new spanking motor in there, which is bigger and faster and most importantly, MORE RELABLE.
Rant about that is over though.
So a fair while ago, as i would have mentioned in here i'm sure. Shanan got in contact with me (shanan being the ex of a few years). He said he wanted to be mates and missed me. A few days after that he comes out and says, that the reason why him and Tracy broke up is because he is still inlove with me (We've been broken up a year A WHOLE YEAR?!?! Well 10 and 1/2 months.I didn't think it was that long).Anyway, he was really cool about it all, said like he'd rather be mates with me than nothing. I said all i can offer him is friendship. Although, i have missed him heaps, and think about him all the time, and all that kinda jazz.It was all very random and strange. It got me thinking about us, how we were, the good and the bad etc.
Anyway, i saw him Friday night as we were both there to support our mates play. We chatted and stuff, it was all good. We were being mates. Then, we had a chat by ourselves for a while. We ended up hooking up. And hung out in 6ft for a while, and then I went back to his place.
We did blah blah and chatted heaps about everything. It was fucking great.
He had work later in the morning and off he went.
I ended up vomiting up nothing but Vodka at about 11.30am. It burnt the back of my throat, and i felt so fucking ill. That'll learn me.
Anyway, he kept txting me etc etc. And we chatted and stuff.
Said he wanted to see me and have a chat about whatever happened the night before.
On Monday, i suggest to him that he come to Tech and spend lunch with me. Which is about 1 hour.
Without ANY hestitation he said he'd be there.
This is not a huge thing, but shows me how serouis he is and stuff, because before, he would NEVER come and visit me, it was always me going around there etc.He caught two buses and had to wait around for them for 40mins each one. Its a bigish thing, because back in the day he would have fobbed me off "I'll just wait to see you till you come around" which often left me feeling rather shitty, like i'm not worth any amount of effort.
We sat under the tree for about an hour and a half. We talked openly and honestly about stuff which we hadnt chatted about before. We laughed and everything. He hasn't changed who he is, but he has changed heaps of things about him... and not FOR ME... FOR HIMSELF..Just as I have. I was really depressed and stuff during that time of my life (Irrelavant to him) and was often so fucking moody with him, which wasn't really fair on him at all, and now i'm so much more stable and mentally healthy. My intimacy issues are still hanging about, but hardly.
I was so stoked with the way he opened up to me, just chatted and was completely honest. He always had issues with doing that, because he never wanted to hurt or offend me. We'd rarely have fights face-to-face, because he wouldn't have the "guts" so i'd get emails instead. (Which i find impersonal, pathetic and not a healthy way to deal with issues). We just talked about all this kind of shit. And i think we both realise what the hell went wrong there. So we're kind of giving it a go. I'm still single n all, we're just getting to know each other again, because a lot can change in over 6months.
I'd be really stoked to have a more healthy realationship with him. Because he is such a dork, but such an amazing guy.
I guess that should be enough of that bullshit :P
I went and saw VELVET REVOLVER on saturday night. I wasn't the biggest nut or whaetver, but i thought they were a good new Rock N Roll group. I manly went to see them because I LOVE GUNS N ROSES. And i wanted to see Slash, Duff and Matt up on stage.
And boy did I!
I was quite near the front, and it was amazing.
Their energy on stage, fucking wow'ed me. Jumping all around the place, great interaction with eachother and with the audience.It was totally Old School Rock N Roll. Slash hammered out some solo's right in front of me. Duff is still the man, and a fucking sexy one at that. Matt did this wicked drum solo. I was pretty stoned, and this flag at the back taht said "Rocking Fucking Roll" dropped to reveal Velvet Revolver in flash pretty lights, just as the chunker part of Falling to Peices came in.
They did some Stone Temple Pilots covers, but as I'm not a fan, have no idea which ones.
They did some Gunners to. It's so Easy, and Mr Brownstone went off!
Slash cracked out the two necked guitar and top hat!
I was totally impressed with Scott Weiland too. As i said, not much of a STP fan at all, but i don't think anyone could have walked in there, and not come out at least respecting him. An Amazing front man. Totally Dinamic. Reminded me of Bowie, rather Glam he was. Had this cute little Bowie strut going on.And some fucking wicked vocal chords.
A fantastic concert. I'm still fucking stoked.
Can't wait for Satchi, i need to get my fucking ticket.
Other than that, what else is new. The same old. My lack of sleeping has gotten worse, ahh well. Tech's back, so loads of lectures and tutorials going on.Have some wicked stuff going on. Getting the Radio station shit sorted. Got some wicked sponcership deals going.. I ROCK.
Anyway, i think that's about it.
How might all my lovely LJ friends be? Good i hope.
Gina, i need your addy cos i got a letter and some money to send you (Don't worry, i'll conceal it!)
Chur
Love and light to all ;)
Ebbz