Smile to yourself and fade, shooting star with a razorblade.
I deleted my myspace and I'm probably going to stop writing in this stupid thing, I basically fucked up everything.
I want to die I haven't felt this way since my dad past away. and I miss him more than anything, I can't stand it.
I don't want to be with anyone, I want to be dead. I'm a fat bulimic fuck. I've decided that starvation shall be my weapon of choice. I hope I have a heart attack and die. then noone could blame themselves because it's not like they gave me a heart attack.I should probably say bye to everyone now. I really really can't take this. I hope that when I leave this place my spirit will continue on and watch over my friends and family who I love more than anything. I don't want to hurt anyone but this is the only way. I don't even deserve the people I have. I don't know what to do. I'm probably the most peace and love person you'll ever know and I'm being a complete hypocrite. The thing is I really do care about all of you but I'm not sure that I can be there for you. I'm such a fuck up.
I want to die I haven't felt this way since my dad past away. and I miss him more than anything, I can't stand it.
I don't want to be with anyone, I want to be dead. I'm a fat bulimic fuck. I've decided that starvation shall be my weapon of choice. I hope I have a heart attack and die. then noone could blame themselves because it's not like they gave me a heart attack.I should probably say bye to everyone now. I really really can't take this. I hope that when I leave this place my spirit will continue on and watch over my friends and family who I love more than anything. I don't want to hurt anyone but this is the only way. I don't even deserve the people I have. I don't know what to do. I'm probably the most peace and love person you'll ever know and I'm being a complete hypocrite. The thing is I really do care about all of you but I'm not sure that I can be there for you. I'm such a fuck up.