I know your going to read this. So im going to just say it.
I'm sorry I couldnt be everything you ever wanted. I tried... I really did. I'm sorry things have gone this way. If I could change things I would. I'm sorry I couldnt be perfect. Then again no one really is are they? I'm sorry I cared too much. I'm sorry that everytime I saw you I got butterflys. I'm sorry you made me so happy. I'm sorry I never say what I really want to say. I'm sorry I couldnt make you happy. I never ment to hurt you. Forgive me if I did. I only wanted to see you smile. I'm sorry I said I love you when thats not what you wanted to hear. I only wanted things to be great. I'm sorry I havent been able to say good bye. I know I have to. But when something that makes me so happy and makes you feel like you have a reason to be here comes along and then starts to disappear... you dont let it go without a fight. I'm sorry I didnt fight hard enough. I hate that I cant talk to you anymore. I hate that ive messed up time and time again. This time I really did it.... didnt I? You know where you can find me if you ever need me. I really am sorry.