long time, busy life
Florida was amazing.... I really would give anything to spend the rest of my life with that boy...the fact that he can have a smile on his face while dealing with my crazy family showed me the depth of his feelings for me...I've been wondeirnga while how he would feel if I ended up bein the only girl ge ever slept with...so we were lying in bed one night (at both my dad's and sis we slept in the same bed)...and i just felt so at easy, so calm and peaceful that I decided to ask him...he said he'd actually thought about it 2 and while part of him wonders how bein with another would differ from bein with me...he knows that no matter what he wants his days to end with me. so he thinks he coudl deal wioth only being with me..which sounds sweet and all but when it comes to him i don't wnat us i don't wnat him to feel like he's settling or dealing when it comes to anything...he asked me how i felt and i said was pretty much the same so we decided if we are still together when a yr comes about we will bring thios topic up again...but according to my suitemate by then we will even more not want each other with others...but it was just such a great experience to be so independent..both my dad and sis let me borrow their cars (dave was in 7th heaven drivin a bmw). his mom and dad met in college and lived in miami for a yr after they were married so they told us lots of stories when we got back...i'm feelin so comf. with them...and spendin 24/7 X 8 days with him was just magical, beaches sunshine :) I actually went to a topless beach...and ..um yeah...decided u only live once.. bein with him outside fo school and stress made us both so happy...he keeps askin me if we can drop out and run off to south beach together...so damn tempting...i have a website with pics if any of u guys ahevn't seen it. unf. fl ent 2 fast..my dad and i had a fight..he really bothers me..but my sis and bro were cool...and anything with him is wonderful..i wanted to go to a water park but was 2 far away...but we did go to a parrot jungle and feed parrots and goats and see monkeys :)i am so lucky to have him in my life...next update will be on schoool :9 boo..stay tuned..