my opinion.
Lately the whole 'growing up' ordeal has been bothering me. it's been such dumb high school shit i don't need or want. high school is so played out and SO fake in movies and tv shows. ....... so it's been SCHOOL, drama in general, he said/she said crap, boy troubles, image troubles, friend troubles, and just downright bullshit i don't want. that's mostly what 'growing up' has to offer. SURE, there's good awesome things like best friends and sleepovers and getting completely wasted off my ass, but in the long run and 123902139808 inside jokes... it's not going to last. everyone is eventually going to drift away one day or another. and just grow up. and it hurts me so much after observing people and being in friendships/relationships. i have so much more to offer than this.
on a different note, one of the things i hate most about the end of the year is signing yearbooks. i for one have a lot of trouble doing that because i never know what to say, especially to people i don't really know. sure, there's the occasional cliche of
dear so & so,
you're awesome and this year was cool.
(insert corny inside joke here that no one cares about)
we should chill this summer!!!!
(insert home & cell # here)
see ya,
______
i really dislike that because people know damn well they're never going to call or 'chill' over the summer because it just never happens. dumb stuff like that just peeves me. i'm sorry, but i have the tendency to observe things and the way people act. and i need to get it all out.
I love you<3
(this entry is just disgustingly disorganzied thoughts so DISREGARD it because i can't write)
on a different note, one of the things i hate most about the end of the year is signing yearbooks. i for one have a lot of trouble doing that because i never know what to say, especially to people i don't really know. sure, there's the occasional cliche of
dear so & so,
you're awesome and this year was cool.
(insert corny inside joke here that no one cares about)
we should chill this summer!!!!
(insert home & cell # here)
see ya,
______
i really dislike that because people know damn well they're never going to call or 'chill' over the summer because it just never happens. dumb stuff like that just peeves me. i'm sorry, but i have the tendency to observe things and the way people act. and i need to get it all out.
I love you<3
(this entry is just disgustingly disorganzied thoughts so DISREGARD it because i can't write)