made it!
i made varsity! woot.i was mucho excited concidering the more try outs went on the more people came and made it a harder choice for the coach.but yes,i made it.and i wasnt like 16th on the list i was like 11th..interesting and awesome
im so worn out.softball,soccer,homework and not enough sleep.and on top of that im sick which sucks ass.but oh well it will go away soon i hope
im in a better mood,aka happy now.i think im just getting finally used to and accepting everything that has been going on since december.its like my life has been rearranged and just changed around completly.its so hard to get used to new things and leave what i knew before.its still there in a way but for the most part its gone in the way i knew it.:(.new things will come and i hope they come soon cause i need to move on from everything and start over.but i think i finally accepted life is never going to be the same again no matter what i do.
first softball scrimage on saturday morning at 11:00 at chesapeake.it will be hott.