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life seems to be getting better.im not always upset over a certain person anymore at all or even care at all anymore.i think im over him.im very proud of myself for it.i put all his stuff away and i can live my life and have fun.its awesome.
but..lol life is also very confusing.i dont know what to do anymore or what i want.i cant make up my mind,i hate it.
i hope i made varsity softball,if not oh well.jv's cool too.but meh i hate the coach,hes such a..ew loser.but ill get over it.man ill have softball everyday for 2 hours,then indoor soccer at 4 on thursday or friday every week.and outdoor soon on sunday nights(slash) afternoon.its going to suck ass.im going to have no life,but meh i dont now anyway so its kool i guess.i think you all should come to my games.especially soccer cause jesi is on my team and its mad hott.
grandma makes me sooo angry and makes me so stressed.i need to get away for awhile.go somewhere far away and explore other things or im going to go insane.speing break i need to go somewhere.anyone want to go?my mother also contributes to this driving molly insane business.with always calling and acting bipolar and ruining my day.i wish i could hire a hitman to take her out.it would be awesome. but my grandma is going away for a day in like 2 weeks so im planning on having fun that day,but we'll see.
prasilla is my new bestfriend for the smirnoff she got me,i will have her babies.thats final.
ugh im sick,it sucks.i dont know how this happened but it did.and whoever did this to me is going to die.my whole body hurts,but thats probably from softball and being out of shape.and for some reason my eye sockets hurt,its weird but true.i always feel like im going to puke and my head hurts,ugh it sucks.maybe its allergies,but who knows.all i know is that it sucks hard.
jesi i got your bambi dvd birthday present,its late but psh who cares.
spring break is soon,i cant wait.it better be awesome or im going to..run away.yes run away.
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but..lol life is also very confusing.i dont know what to do anymore or what i want.i cant make up my mind,i hate it.
i hope i made varsity softball,if not oh well.jv's cool too.but meh i hate the coach,hes such a..ew loser.but ill get over it.man ill have softball everyday for 2 hours,then indoor soccer at 4 on thursday or friday every week.and outdoor soon on sunday nights(slash) afternoon.its going to suck ass.im going to have no life,but meh i dont now anyway so its kool i guess.i think you all should come to my games.especially soccer cause jesi is on my team and its mad hott.
grandma makes me sooo angry and makes me so stressed.i need to get away for awhile.go somewhere far away and explore other things or im going to go insane.speing break i need to go somewhere.anyone want to go?my mother also contributes to this driving molly insane business.with always calling and acting bipolar and ruining my day.i wish i could hire a hitman to take her out.it would be awesome. but my grandma is going away for a day in like 2 weeks so im planning on having fun that day,but we'll see.
prasilla is my new bestfriend for the smirnoff she got me,i will have her babies.thats final.
ugh im sick,it sucks.i dont know how this happened but it did.and whoever did this to me is going to die.my whole body hurts,but thats probably from softball and being out of shape.and for some reason my eye sockets hurt,its weird but true.i always feel like im going to puke and my head hurts,ugh it sucks.maybe its allergies,but who knows.all i know is that it sucks hard.
jesi i got your bambi dvd birthday present,its late but psh who cares.
spring break is soon,i cant wait.it better be awesome or im going to..run away.yes run away.
<3