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i realized i am terrified of being alone. this is why i stay in bad relationships. this is why i am so upset over relationships ending, even if the guy is a total asshole. this is why i torture myself by trying to stay friends with the assholes. this is why i do the easy, comfortable thing, and get back with exes. i really need to stop being in relationships. i'm a serial monogamist. i need to learn to be comfortable with myself, and by myself.
i don't know if i can though. i don't want to be alone.
i don't know if i can though. i don't want to be alone.