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just so you know, i am really fucking angry. you are a JACKASS. your reasoning is stupid, and i hate that you like to take the easy road all the time. so, fuck you. i've been through this enough times, and i finally realize this time that it's YOUR LOSS, not mine. i was totally fine with how chill things were. i never really got upset at you. i was finally having FUN in a relationship for once, instead of looking for somethinig serious. i just liked having someone to hang out with, have fun with, and cuddle with. it was just one of those things where i enjoyed your company. but thanks for fucking that up for absolutely no reason at all. you'll eventually realize that once again, you sabotaged a good relationship of yours, just like you ALWAYS do with girls you like. if i'm really the best girlfriend you ever had, like you said a billion times, and if you really do still have feelings for me, then you will definitely regret this. and when you get bored with meaningless hookups again, and you move back home with your parents to middle-of-nowhere maryland when you get out of the coast guard, and you're sitting there lonely and bored as hell in the middle of summer, you'll realize you made the biggest mistake of your life. you'll miss me. make sure you give me a call when that happens, so i can laugh in your fucking face and say "i told you so."