too many needles ...
seriously im sick of this hospital bed. i just want to go home, im teffirfied of the hospital. i need ppl here aound the clock and i dont have it Dakota was here all day thursday and then went home, then came back thursday night which was good cuz i kept waking up scared and screaming out for my mom, zach and scott. dakota came up with the boys on friday during the day but then i was left for a long time by myself before my parents came up. Dakota slept up here again on friday night. saturday afternoon i talked to my sunday sitter who was calling to see if she had zach on sunday i told her no because of everything thats going on and she told her mom who 7 months ago had a brain tumor and has been where i am so her mom came up right away to visit with me she was with me a really long time and i really appreciated that. Shannen and Jake stopped up too! They drove through all that icky weather to see me! My friend Markia stopped up the other day too Its been really nice to see them.Today i think im on my own, Dakota has a date, Bobbi will have Zach, Im sure Jake and Shanenn work sometime today and i know my mom works. but i really REALLY dont wan to be here by myself, its kinda scary. SO if anyone is bored, feel free to come see me, i would post this on my face book AND myspace but for some reason i cant enter those sites .. but im at methodist hospital, floor 6 room 651 . i even have my own prvate room! otherwise call my cell! love you all ~Jen