AYE CARUMBA
I've kept things so bottled in the past few years....it's like a part of me is trying to scream out to me, to everyone and everything. Another part of me is telling me to be quiet and just sit aside. It's weird.
I think about the past, and what's changed.
I think about the mistakes I've made, and that others have made.
Granted I'm not proud of everything I've done in the past, while I was making those mistakes. At that moment in life, I was happy. Really truely, follow your heart completely happy. Even if I was only 16..17. I have more knowledge and experience, but I had more....freedom?
I wonder if I'll look back in a year or two and think back to this time. and if i ask myself if I'm really happy...i don't know if i could even say yes.
it's 1:14am.
i wish i could go backwords in life.
I think about the past, and what's changed.
I think about the mistakes I've made, and that others have made.
Granted I'm not proud of everything I've done in the past, while I was making those mistakes. At that moment in life, I was happy. Really truely, follow your heart completely happy. Even if I was only 16..17. I have more knowledge and experience, but I had more....freedom?
I wonder if I'll look back in a year or two and think back to this time. and if i ask myself if I'm really happy...i don't know if i could even say yes.
it's 1:14am.
i wish i could go backwords in life.