so lost and disillusioned
"When you make a mistake, don't look back at it long. Take the reason of the thing into your mind and then look forward. Mistakes are lessons of wisdom. The past cannot be changed. The future is yet in your power."
I was so close to making a huge mistake in my life. I should have known that the weird feeling in my stomach wasn't excitement, or butterflies, it was my gut screaming at me.
I knew what I needed....need to do. Yet I needed to hear it from someone else. As if my own conscious wasn't good enough for me.
Now it is.