Friday the 13th/Day b4 V-Day!
ACK! I'm soooooo nervous for my boyfriend right now at Eastman (he's auditioning in case anyone hasn't picked up on that auditioning worries vibe yet) and I wish he would call me and tell me what's going on! AAAAAAAAH!!!!! I don't think I'm more nervous than he is, but actually I do, because at least he knows what's going on right now. I don't! AAAAAAAAAH!!!!! AAAAAAAAAH!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I dunno I just thought I'd vent.
Other than that the looking tres tres cute thing is totally working out for me right now. It's so much fun. I feel all Valentine's Daysy which makes me feel all romantical and excited about tomorrow and thinking about Ian (which really just perpetuates the nervousness but whatever) and I can't wait to spend my first Valentine's Day with him. OH! And also, the 19th is our one-year anniversary, which is SUPER GREAT. But unfortunately, I'm going to be enjoying the sunny shores of Maui over vacation, so we can't spend it together. We are, however, going to make tomorrow a joint Valentine's Day/anniversary and it's really cool because for presents we're not buying anything, we're exchanging extremely personal possessions (which is really really hard to do) but I love Ian more than anything so it won't be so bad. And then also for our anniversary I'm buying tickets to Aida, but it won't be until spring break (I think it's in April this year) so it's kinda far away, but it's the thought that counts right? And we're just gonna take a whole day in the city and get dinner at some swanky overly expensive restaurant somewhere. Maybe we could even take like a Friday off of school before that and go. That'd be fun/a great help during that big six-week no vacation span. And (WAAAAAAAH!) I have my driver's test in a little more than two weeks (March 1st!) so hopefully I'll be able to do the driving. SIGH, to drive.
In other news, Meg and I went out to the mall yesterday and it was super fun. We were in H&M and Meggles was trying on some seriously short skirts/cleavagey corset things. And it was tres tres fun...(ny). J/K! But I got a reeeeeeally cute outfit that will look spectacular on me after I come back from Maui all tanned and blond. EVEN THOUGH I FUCKING HATE HOW MUCH THE SUN BLEACHES MY HAIR. But whatever. I guess I'm just stuck as an Abercrombie model wannabe until it grows out. Of course, by then it will be summer and the whole process will start over again, but whatever! But shopping with Meggles is mucho fun, though a certain SOMEONE has to stop being such a fucking BASTARD to her or he'll be getting some serious ass-whooping from some extremely catty gay guys. Damn it. SO BACK OFF!!!!!!! Love!
Other than that the looking tres tres cute thing is totally working out for me right now. It's so much fun. I feel all Valentine's Daysy which makes me feel all romantical and excited about tomorrow and thinking about Ian (which really just perpetuates the nervousness but whatever) and I can't wait to spend my first Valentine's Day with him. OH! And also, the 19th is our one-year anniversary, which is SUPER GREAT. But unfortunately, I'm going to be enjoying the sunny shores of Maui over vacation, so we can't spend it together. We are, however, going to make tomorrow a joint Valentine's Day/anniversary and it's really cool because for presents we're not buying anything, we're exchanging extremely personal possessions (which is really really hard to do) but I love Ian more than anything so it won't be so bad. And then also for our anniversary I'm buying tickets to Aida, but it won't be until spring break (I think it's in April this year) so it's kinda far away, but it's the thought that counts right? And we're just gonna take a whole day in the city and get dinner at some swanky overly expensive restaurant somewhere. Maybe we could even take like a Friday off of school before that and go. That'd be fun/a great help during that big six-week no vacation span. And (WAAAAAAAH!) I have my driver's test in a little more than two weeks (March 1st!) so hopefully I'll be able to do the driving. SIGH, to drive.
In other news, Meg and I went out to the mall yesterday and it was super fun. We were in H&M and Meggles was trying on some seriously short skirts/cleavagey corset things. And it was tres tres fun...(ny). J/K! But I got a reeeeeeally cute outfit that will look spectacular on me after I come back from Maui all tanned and blond. EVEN THOUGH I FUCKING HATE HOW MUCH THE SUN BLEACHES MY HAIR. But whatever. I guess I'm just stuck as an Abercrombie model wannabe until it grows out. Of course, by then it will be summer and the whole process will start over again, but whatever! But shopping with Meggles is mucho fun, though a certain SOMEONE has to stop being such a fucking BASTARD to her or he'll be getting some serious ass-whooping from some extremely catty gay guys. Damn it. SO BACK OFF!!!!!!! Love!