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[suburbanmythx]

you are so conceited.
i cant believe this whole conversation has been about you.
i really cant believe it.
i cant believe i actualy thought you gave a shit about me for a second there.
i cant believe i thought you actualy wanted to see me.
i cant believe how much you've changed.
or who you once were.
or who i once was.
or how much you make me smile.
or how much you've made me cry.
i cant believe this is happening.
i cant believe i could hate myself so much for loving you.
i really wish you could understand how much you've hurt me.
and i really wish i could live without ever seeing you again.
or ever seeing your picture.
or thinking about the nights i spent with you.
just you and no one else.
you and me.
the pavement.
and the nights.
you've fucking ruined my life.