bangggg
aww this week sucks so much.
i feel like i am literally dying. idk of what. but my stomache killlllls. it hurts so much. i have no clue why.
yeserday we went out to dinner/lunch with kamilla and her mom which may i say blew.
disbelief of how ignorant some people are.
then i waited for mel to pick me up with her bf at friendlys. chilled there for a while and then off on our way to mels.
worked on our chem lab for a whole total of like 5 minutes.
then went outside to walk around "the circle" i am officialy green brook now.
boged and talked. nice deep conversation, and according to mel's xanga, we spit alot. so i might as well just add that in. it was those damm teddy grams.
then we walked back to her house. picked up my shit. and walked back to friendlys. waited for my mom, while listening to cool ass ringtones, and then i went home.
woke up late today. ran out of the house. i am officialy going insane. then i went to glc afterschool. then mike gave me a ride to antonios and i went home with edgar who is insensitive and therefore i snapped and we fought. all because he thinks i shouldnt be close to people. because seeing as he is so smart, this is how i should live. the way he does. and exclude people. because im down here and they're up there. and so basicaly i am worst than everyone. in this great ideology. i officialy hate myself now.
got home, did work. showered. gotta do my i am project for creative writing and work on my journal. i failed spanish. and oh, um tomorow i think im going out to eat with mel. and then friday i get to see biiiiiaaaancaaaa hopefuly because i am refusing to go to the semi formal. i misssss her and i need a break after failing my meh test friday. wish me luccckkk!
oh and rach and i have an official club. it's the whobfals club. haha. it almost says balls. now try and figure out what it stands for.
hope you choke.
i feel like i am literally dying. idk of what. but my stomache killlllls. it hurts so much. i have no clue why.
yeserday we went out to dinner/lunch with kamilla and her mom which may i say blew.
disbelief of how ignorant some people are.
then i waited for mel to pick me up with her bf at friendlys. chilled there for a while and then off on our way to mels.
worked on our chem lab for a whole total of like 5 minutes.
then went outside to walk around "the circle" i am officialy green brook now.
boged and talked. nice deep conversation, and according to mel's xanga, we spit alot. so i might as well just add that in. it was those damm teddy grams.
then we walked back to her house. picked up my shit. and walked back to friendlys. waited for my mom, while listening to cool ass ringtones, and then i went home.
woke up late today. ran out of the house. i am officialy going insane. then i went to glc afterschool. then mike gave me a ride to antonios and i went home with edgar who is insensitive and therefore i snapped and we fought. all because he thinks i shouldnt be close to people. because seeing as he is so smart, this is how i should live. the way he does. and exclude people. because im down here and they're up there. and so basicaly i am worst than everyone. in this great ideology. i officialy hate myself now.
got home, did work. showered. gotta do my i am project for creative writing and work on my journal. i failed spanish. and oh, um tomorow i think im going out to eat with mel. and then friday i get to see biiiiiaaaancaaaa hopefuly because i am refusing to go to the semi formal. i misssss her and i need a break after failing my meh test friday. wish me luccckkk!
oh and rach and i have an official club. it's the whobfals club. haha. it almost says balls. now try and figure out what it stands for.
hope you choke.