weak
Im losing any form of resilience ive ever had. my level of tolerance, patience. my ignorance, naivity, everything. I feel old and worn down and tired and most of the I just want to give up on everything. I am will-less. It's like there's nothing here for me yknow? I can pack, up and leave, and maybe feel nothing. Nothing, thats what I am, what it is, what this is. Nothing.